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0:08Oh my god, you are finally waking up.
0:11Ah, thank goodness. I thought for a
0:13moment I might have overdone it. And
0:15used too much of the sleeping drug.
0:17>> [laughter]
0:18>> That would be the worst thing possible.
0:21Not even torturing myself for the rest
0:23of my life would be enough punishment
0:24for something so horrible.
0:27Anyways,
0:28how [gasps] do you feel? Does your head
0:30hurt?
0:31Do you feel dizzy?
0:34Do you have nausea?
0:36Oh, oh, you are in my room.
0:39I kidnapped you.
0:41Well, because I want you to be my
0:45husband.
0:47So, I kidnapped you.
0:48To force you to be with me for the rest
0:50of your life.
0:52No, I really did kidnap you.
0:54Look at your ankle.
0:56I cuffed you to the bed.
0:58I did drug you.
0:59That weird taste in that coffee was
1:01actually an illegal drug I got from a
1:02nice lady that works selling illicit
1:04substances and weapons near the
1:06frontier.
1:08And well, I also left a note in your
1:10room so your parents think you committed
1:13a crime and ran away from the country.
1:16So, they don't call the police or try to
1:18make an investigation and such.
1:21Oh, well, I rather not get into the
1:24details, but something related to
1:27murder.
1:29>> [laughter]
1:30>> Well, when you say it like that, it
1:32sounds pretty bad, but it was the only
1:34way. Otherwise,
1:37I would have to start killing a lot of
1:39people that would inevitably start
1:40looking for you.
1:42Finding hints,
1:43playing detective.
1:46And before you know it, I would have
1:48killed all of your family, friends, the
1:50members of the local police departments,
1:52and run away to another country, and
1:54start from zero, and
1:56it's much easier this way.
1:59Well, very [ __ ] up in the head is not
2:02the right clinical term to use for this,
2:05and it's actually rude to refer to
2:06someone like that.
2:09This is not a normal situation after
2:11all, and you are under a lot of stress,
2:13so I will try my best not to react very
2:16aggressively.
2:17>> [gasps]
2:18>> But, just so you know, I do feel
2:20offended when you use those words.
2:22Please try not to use them again, okay?
2:26Oh, thank you.
2:28Well,
2:29yeah, I am aware I am not a mentally
2:32stable individual.
2:33I spent most of my childhood in mental
2:35institution. I have both psychopathic
2:38and sociopathic tendencies.
2:40Also, I am very obsessive, and my social
2:43skills are very limited. And I have what
2:46has been referred to as a twisted and
2:48distorted concept of romantic and social
2:50relationships completely internalized
2:52and embedded with violent sadomasochism
2:55and self-harming pulses
2:58that Dr. Pines believes is related to
3:00childhood trauma.
3:02>> [laughter and gasps]
3:03>> Oh, yeah. Dr. Pines was the one who was
3:07in charge of my case for the longest
3:09time.
3:10Around 5 years.
3:13He's dead now.
3:15No, another patient did it. He is, aside
3:19from you, the only other male
3:20interaction that hasn't hurt me or
3:23I have hurt.
3:25He actually believed I could become a
3:26normal person.
3:28Oh, no, we do know each other from very
3:31long ago.
3:33Elementary school, actually.
3:35I got transferred after I burned the
3:37teacher with cigarettes during recess.
3:40I used to wear glasses
3:42and red gloves
3:44to hide the bite marks on my hands.
3:47Oh, nice. You remember me a little.
3:49That's good, very good.
3:53No, I haven't been myself in years.
3:56My mother corrected that behavior with a
3:57lot of well-deserved physical
3:59punishment. My hands look normal now,
4:01see?
4:04Oh, sorry. When I talk about my mother,
4:07tears come out of my eyes.
4:09You don't need to worry about it.
4:10It is not of sadness. It is a mixture of
4:12fear and frustration, but
4:14don't worry. I am very used to this.
4:18It's normal.
4:20>> [laughter]
4:22>> Oh, well, yeah, she was also a very
4:25deranged individual.
4:28And yeah, she did some awful things, but
4:32she is my mother and I must love her.
4:35And when you become my husband, I will
4:37love you
4:38no matter what awful things you do to
4:40me.
4:42Yeah, I understand, but I don't mind.
4:45Everyone I have ever loved has hurt me,
4:46so it's okay.
4:49No, I want you to do it.
4:51If you don't, you will not feel indebted
4:53to give me love.
4:56>> [laughter]
4:57>> Exactly. I want you to hurt me so you
5:00feel guilty and give me affection, just
5:02like my parents.
5:05Huh?
5:06Why are you so sad? Don't be sad. I
5:09don't want you to be sad.
5:12Stop it.
5:13No, no, no, you should really stop.
5:18Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
5:21Please forgive me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
5:24I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
5:26I need punishment. I need punishment.
5:29Please let me let me I will remove my
5:32fingernails with a screwdriver. Would
5:34that make up for it?
5:36>> [laughter]
5:36>> I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
5:40Just saying that I'm sorry is okay?
5:43No, don't be silly. I must be put
5:45through pain. That's how it works. I
5:48cause you pain,
5:49I receive pain.
5:52My father,
5:53he would have bashed my head open for
5:55doing something so disrespectful.
5:58And I love you way more than my parents,
6:00so I need something worse.
6:02Doing something for you instead?
6:05Of course.
6:07That would work, too.
6:10No, I can't set you free.
6:12I need you to stay here until you start
6:13loving me.
6:16Oh, well, I can do that, but you sure
6:19you don't rather to punish me in a more
6:21traditional way? I mean,
6:22I deserve it.
6:25Okay, well, then I'll just sit here and
6:28move my hands like this, playing with
6:30your hair and
6:32Wait a minute. I think I'm enjoying this
6:34more than you. This is not a good
6:36punishment.
6:38No, if you do this for me, I will also
6:40enjoy it more than you. It's not a good
6:41punishment, either.
6:45Well, yeah, while you are tied up here,
6:48I will have to do all the cleaning and
6:50cooking on my own, and yes, it can last
6:52for a few months.
6:54That's my punishment?
6:56I still don't feel quite right.
7:00Okay, then. I guess it will have to be.
7:03So, how long do you think it will take
7:05for you to love me?
7:08Okay, I can be patient. I will try not
7:11to torture you or punish you, either, so
7:13you'll love me quicker. And maybe if we
7:15sleep together every night, you'll fall
7:16for me even faster.
7:19Of course, there is only one bed in the
7:21house. It's better like this. I don't
7:24have heating or electricity, so we can
7:26use each other for heat and
7:29entertainment purposes.
7:31>> [laughter]
7:33[gasps]
7:33>> Oh, I can't wait for you to start loving
7:36me.
7:37>> [laughter]