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0:03hey are you still
0:06working all right well I think it's
0:08almost 7 so might be a good time to just
0:11step away from the computer and um you
0:14know call in a
0:16day no you're not
0:19ready okay well listen I'll I'll let you
0:22go back to work in just a sec but can
0:24you come in here for a
0:26minute no no I mean just come in the
0:28living room for a second I need you
0:32come on don't worry about it I'll
0:33explain
0:35afterwards okay thank
0:39you so I'm just trying to size up the
0:41living room for some new furniture so
0:43can you just lie down on this couch I
0:45just want to see how it compares to this
0:46other one I'm looking at
0:48online come on it's okay just yeah just
0:50lie down on your back fully stretch
0:53out there you go Okay cool so let's see
0:58this one completely holds you you with
1:00some room to spare at the top and the
1:02bottom which is good because then I can
1:05come over here and lie on top of you be
1:08quiet be quiet come on there we
1:12go that's
1:14better what am I doing what doesn't look
1:17like I'm doing I'm pinning you down
1:19underneath
1:21me yeah I tricked you obviously it was
1:25really easy too you know your
1:27situational awareness just isn't very
1:29high
1:32what do you mean get off I can't get off
1:35I because I'm too comfortable because I
1:37need you right here underneath
1:40me I mean that part wasn't a trick okay
1:43I told you I needed you and I do I need
1:47you to be right here on this couch
1:49underneath me that's
1:52it what about your
1:55work no I mean literally what do you
1:58think is going to happen if you you
1:59don't finish whatever pointless office
2:02task you're supposed to finish tonight
2:04like literally what's going to happen
2:05are they going to fire you no they're
2:08making a lot of money off your labor
2:10they're not going to fire you nothing's
2:12going to happen and even in the worst
2:15case scenario let's say they do fire you
2:18then what then you'll get a better job
2:20somewhere
2:22else or maybe you'll finally let me just
2:25pay the bills for a while you know that
2:27I can right
2:31so so what's the
2:34worry you've got so many worries in this
2:38beautiful little head and none of them
2:40belong in
2:41there I am going to personally make sure
2:44that they all get driven out scattered
2:47to the
2:49wind so if you actually can't finish the
2:53work and for some bizarre reason they
2:57fire you I will consider that to be one
3:00of the best things that ever happened to
3:02us I know I know I know I don't want you
3:04to get fired I mean that would suck
3:06don't get me wrong but I do want you to
3:09let me take care of you for a little
3:12while at least
3:15okay oh my God it's so cute when you
3:18make that little uncertain Grumble that
3:20you
3:21do listen if that's not convincing then
3:26hey you're welcome to go back to work
3:28you just have to get me off you first
3:31come on try try just do it just push me
3:34off that's it all you have to do is push
3:37me off of you and then you can go back
3:40to
3:42work no no not even
3:46close oh
3:48baby I mean you're a tiny underneath me
3:52feel like I'm pretty much squishing
3:54you fortunately you like
3:58that just try to put your hand around my
4:02wrist see your hand only gets like
4:05halfway around my
4:06wrist but if the tables are
4:09turned I can pretty much gather up both
4:11of your wrists in one of my hands just
4:14like
4:15this
4:17see it's like
4:21handcuffs what
4:23baby
4:26what now you just look
4:28nervous you think something bad is going
4:30to
4:32happen don't worry it won't be
4:36bad oh what do you mean so cute when you
4:39play
4:41themb here's what I want you to
4:44do reach around me come on just grab me
4:47like in a hug you know hug
4:49me
4:51and squeeze me down into you as tight as
4:54you
4:55can oh be quiet do it this is is part of
4:59your therapy okay you need squish
5:03therapy so just yeah there you go grab
5:06me in a hug and then just
5:10squeeze yeah pull me down onto you
5:12squeeze as tight as you can there you
5:15go is that as tight as you can come on
5:18you can do better than
5:19that oh you really can't
5:23okay it's so
5:25cute yeah you just got to squeeze
5:28yourself into me as much as you can
5:30going to squeeze those stupid little
5:32worries out of your
5:34head when I'm done with you there's
5:36going to be nothing in that head okay
5:39completely empty smooth brain that's
5:43what I'm going to do to
5:48you oh yeah here's another fun trick we
5:50can do if I arch up under my tiptoes and
5:56all of my weight is pushing down on your
5:58chest
6:00that's that's where all of it's
6:01focused there you go I'm just planking
6:05on you
6:06basically squishing all of that dumb
6:09sadness and anxiety squishing it all
6:12out you
6:14see Isn't it nice to be stuck under me
6:19baby you don't know I think you
6:23know and I want to hear you say
6:26it come on tell me Tell tell me this is
6:29where you
6:32belong listen you know how important it
6:35is to me to take care of you and this is
6:39how I do
6:41it sometimes I have to be The Driver you
6:45got to just let me be the
6:47driver isn't that
6:49right I mean we all do we all have to
6:52give up control
6:54sometimes and I just want you to trust
6:56me that for you right now this is one of
7:00those
7:02moments I mean Angel when I came in your
7:06study and so you working you frowning at
7:09your
7:10computer that is totally unacceptable no
7:13one gets to make you sad or stressed not
7:16going to let that
7:17happen also think about
7:20this this morning you had to get up
7:22really early for work
7:25right and then yesterday I was up early
7:28to go to the gym
7:31and then the day before that well you
7:33know it's been like this for days right
7:36we really haven't gone to just have some
7:39quiet
7:40time I have not had a minute where I've
7:44been fully allowed to just cuddle you as
7:50much as I want which is a lot as you
7:54know and what am I supposed to do with
7:57that just live my life I think it's a
7:59normal day it's not a normal day I don't
8:03feel good if I don't get my Cuddles in
8:04with
8:06you so I know you want to go back to
8:10work but I'm going to tell you now
8:13forget about it okay forget about
8:18it this is all that's happening tonight
8:21and maybe some takeout later on okay
8:24that's
8:26it all you have to do for the rest the
8:29night is to feel good with me you got
8:33it come on look at
8:36me come on look at me
8:39baby look at me
8:42sweetheart there we go look right in my
8:47eyes I want you to nod if you
8:51understand if you understand that work
8:53is
8:54done and now it's our time
8:57together you you
9:01understand
9:03good that's very
9:05good I not tell me this just nod yes or
9:10no you really like it when I take
9:12control like
9:13this don't
9:15you yeah
9:19good I know but I just need to hear you
9:22say
9:23it now tell me one other
9:26thing a minute ago
9:30when I was holding your hands wrapped up
9:32in
9:34mine you got very nervous didn't
9:37you
9:39yeah did you have something on your
9:42mind I don't know maybe you were just
9:45thinking
9:46about what the rest of our night might
9:48look
9:50like because like I said before we
9:52haven't had much quality time for a few
9:55days and I don't know about you I don't
9:58want to speak on your behalf have but I
10:00can tell you that from me that starts
10:03getting me
10:05very what's the right word
10:09um let's say
10:12agitated I get very
10:15agitated very worked up and
10:18frustrated it's like I'm trying to think
10:21and I'm trying to do my stuff and go to
10:23work and whatever but I just can't
10:26focus and if it's the same for you
10:30then maybe I have a solution for
10:33you I mean you do want to have a
10:36productive workday tomorrow don't
10:39you don't you yeah you
10:44do
10:47good so you're going to let me take care
10:49of you aren't
10:52you
10:54yeah oh good I love it when you give me
10:58that answer
11:01why don't you put your hands up above
11:02your head
11:04again I want to show you
11:06something