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0:03Hey, baby. Are you still alive in there?
0:09Are you all right? You haven't left your
0:12desk in hours. I'm thinking it's time
0:14for you to take a break.
0:18What are you even studying?
0:22Yikes. That sounds
0:25fun.
0:27Is this really for homework or are you
0:28just studying for fun?
0:32No way.
0:34You are seriously studying just for the
0:37love of the game. Am I really that
0:40boring?
0:43Wait, wait, wait. So, let me get this
0:45straight.
0:47You, the person that got the highest
0:48score on the test, are studying through
0:51dinner because you got one question
0:54wrong?
0:57The fact that you don't see anything
0:58wrong with that scares me a little.
1:02Come on. I made the pasta you like.
1:07Macaroni in the shape of Spongebob
1:09Squarepants and added cheese product is
1:13technically pasta. I asked Chad GBT.
1:21Come on, take a break
1:24for me.
1:28Fine, one more hour, but that's it.
1:34No, I cannot be persuaded. In exactly 1
1:38hour, I'm shutting off the Wi-Fi.
1:431 hour. Okay,
1:53>> baby. It's been an hour. I'll give you
1:56one chance to surrender peacefully
1:57before I turn off the internet.
2:01Have you got headphones on or something?
2:04Hey, if you're not going to answer, I'm
2:06going to come in.
2:10Baby,
2:12where are you?
2:15Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Come on. Wake up.
2:18Come on. Wake up. You're scaring me.
2:19Please.
2:21What should I do?
2:22[sighs and gasps] Uh,
2:24okay. Okay. Okay. Come on. Calm down. I
2:27need a phone. I think she usually leaves
2:28her phone on the desk when she steadies.
2:34Baby, come on. Wake up.
2:36No response.
2:39[gasps] Okay. Ambulance is
2:42Hello. Yeah, we're at 14 Cherrywood
2:45Grove. It's It's my girlfriend. She's
2:47unresponsive.
2:51I don't know how long she's been out. I
2:53just came back in the room to tell her
2:54to take a break and I found her on the
2:55floor.
2:58Did she hit her head?
3:01I think so. I don't know. Please just
3:04tell me what I should do.
3:07Amus is on its way. Okay. But what do I
3:10do until then?
3:12Yeah, I I think so. Just a couple
3:15pillows, right? Yeah. Yeah, I can do
3:17that.
3:18Put the pillows under her legs.
3:21All right, it's done.
3:24I think the ambulance is here. Babe,
3:27just hang on one minute.
3:36I hope you wake up [laughter] soon.
3:39I think this is the longest I've
3:40actually ever gone without you laughing
3:42at one of my terrible jokes.
3:45[sighs]
3:46Oh, come on. What [gasps] happened?
3:50I left you alone for an hour and now
3:52we're here.
3:54It's only been a day, but it feels like
3:56it's been 10.
3:59I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I
4:01shouldn't have left you alone. I should
4:03have picked up on the signs. You even
4:05told me you were feeling sick earlier.
4:07Feeling sick combined with overworking
4:09yourself. It's a pretty shitty
4:10combination.
4:13I promise
4:15when you wake up, I'll do everything to
4:19make it up to you. We can go on that
4:22vacation you wanted to go on. I'll even
4:24pay for all of it.
4:28You've been getting on to me for being
4:30too uptight with my money.
4:32But if only you knew why.
4:37You deserve a ring, the most expensive
4:40one there is.
4:42And I'm going to make it happen. Maybe
4:44not today or maybe not tomorrow, but I
4:48am 100% going to make it happen. I
4:51promise.
4:55I don't know if you can hear me,
4:58and if you can,
5:00you're going to have to forget
5:01everything I just said.
5:04I mean, it is meant to be a surprise
5:06after all.
5:10I'm going to go get some food. Do you
5:12want?
5:15Never mind.
5:21Please,
5:24I need you to wake up.
5:27My mind, it hasn't stopped.
5:32You always know how to shut it up. I
5:34think I'm going insane. I haven't slept
5:37since you've gotten here. And I don't
5:38even know what day it is.
5:41I've missed you so much.
5:45It's weird. I'm so close to you, yet it
5:48feels so far away at the same time.
5:52Why haven't you woken up?
5:55I thought you'd be here for a day at
5:57most, but it's been a week.
6:00The doctors don't even know why you
6:01haven't woken up. They just say to hold
6:03on to hope.
6:06Jesus. I mean, like, that's supposed to
6:08be enough.
6:11How am I meant to just hope for the best
6:14when my love is lying in hospital with
6:16tubes coming out of them?
6:20I'm trying to picture you.
6:23Well, what do you think of me right now?
6:27Not having slept in days,
6:30acting like a rude piece of
6:33I don't mean to me. I just I mean,
6:36everyone says it's going to be okay. But
6:38how do they know? They have no idea what
6:41we're going through here.
6:44I hate this.
6:46Can't even see your beautiful eyes. It's
6:48just a cold, blank, half-litted stare.
6:52Like there's nothing there behind him.
6:56I don't know how much longer I can go on
6:58like this.
7:00It's like I'm talking to a brick wall.
7:02Like my own words bounce back at me.
7:06It's my fault.
7:08I should have known.
7:11You were practically telling me I am so
7:13sorry.
7:16Your parents, they came by earlier.
7:18They miss you, too.
7:21They blame me. They would never say it
7:25out loud, but with the way they looked
7:27at me, I could tell.
7:31I just need you to say something. Say
7:32anything, please.
7:37[sighs and gasps]
7:40It's no use.
7:42Sitting here begging you to wake up is
7:44not going to make a difference.
7:46There's nothing else I can do. I just
7:50can't bring myself to do anything but
7:53sit here.
7:58Damn it. Why am I so pathetic?
8:03I can't even go back and tell you to
8:04take a break. Maybe if I wasn't so
8:07stupid, we wouldn't be here.
8:14I'm
8:14>> sorry.
8:17So sorry. I just want you to wake up.
8:21I can't just sit here while you can't
8:24even talk to me.
8:31Sounding like a broken record.
8:34I miss you so much.
8:37I need you to be okay.
8:40I don't know what I'm supposed to do
8:41without you.
8:44Why did this have to happen?
8:47Please just wake up.
8:51I don't know what to do. Everything
8:54hurts, but I don't feel any pain. Why
8:56does it hurt so godamn much?
9:00I just want things to go back to the way
9:02they were.
9:04Now I'm just angry and sad all the time.
9:07I just want you back.
9:10I want to help you, but there is nothing
9:14I can do.
9:17I feel so useless.
9:19And I hate it.
9:23Why didn't I notice?
9:27I just want to see your eyes light up
9:28again. Like when we used to go for
9:31surprise ice cream trips.
9:33I'd walk into your room when I knew you
9:35were having a bad day, scoop you up out
9:38of your chair, put you in the car, and
9:41off we go.
9:44I miss it.
9:47I miss you.
9:50I would trade anything to go back in
9:52time and have one more night with you.
9:55Maybe I could have prevented this if I
9:56had just gotten you to come with me and
9:59had some mac and cheese.
10:02Maybe we wouldn't even be here.
10:06It's all my fault.
10:10I'm
10:12I'm getting desperate here.
10:14I need you to wake up. You look so numb
10:19lying there.
10:21The doctors keep saying that all they
10:22can do is monitor and just hope that
10:24you'll wake up.
10:27And all I can think of is that
10:30what if this is the last way I get to
10:32see you.
10:35I don't want this to be our last memory
10:37together.
10:40They're meant to be smart. There are a
10:42100 doctors here that are supposed to be
10:44able to heal you. So why don't they know
10:46what's going on? Why am I sitting here
10:48begging for you to wake up when this
10:49place is full of doctors that should
10:51know how to help you?
10:56Jesus.
11:00[sighs and gasps] I'm not crying.
11:06Wait,
11:07did you just squeeze my hand?
11:11Doctor, she squeezed my hand. I think
11:13she's waking up.
11:16I don't know. I I just felt a squeeze on
11:17my hand.
11:21So, is she going to wake up?
11:27There's been no change. What do you
11:28mean?
11:30You think I dreamt it? No, I couldn't
11:33have.
11:35She squeezed my hand. I know she did.
11:39No, I'm not going to calm down. My
11:42everything is in that bed, and you don't
11:45know why.
11:48I don't want your sympathy. I want you
11:50to fix her.
11:56I just
12:01[gasps]
12:01I just
12:04I just wanted to wake up and I can't
12:06take this anymore.
12:10When did I last sleep? I [laughter]
12:12I don't I don't know.
12:16How am I supposed to sleep when I don't
12:18even know if she's going to wake up
12:19again?
12:23I'm [sighs and yawns]
12:25I'm sorry. I'm sorry for yelling at you.
12:28[gasps]
12:30Sorry.
12:32I didn't mean it. I'm just I'm just so
12:36tired.
12:38And I want her back.
12:40I want to go back in time to her again.
12:45Okay.
12:47I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
12:54>> [sighs and gasps]
12:57>> I want to sleep, but how can I when
13:00you're just lying there?
13:03You would want me to sleep?
13:06I guess I should try
13:10>> for you.
13:16Huh? What? What's going on? Why are
13:19there so many doctors here?
13:21Hello. Is anyone to tell me what's going
13:23on?
13:25She She woke up. Well, get out of my
13:28way. Let me see her.
13:31Baby, you're awake. How are you feeling?
13:37You're right. Sorry. Um, how are the
13:40vitals? I guess
13:42that's great. You hear that, babe?
13:45You're going to be fine.
13:48Thank you so much, doctor.
13:52I look tired
13:55a little. Haven't exactly slept much in
13:58the past week.
14:02No, I think I may have only fallen
14:04asleep for like 20 minutes.
14:08Well, how was I meant to sleep when you
14:10were here?
14:12I don't ever want to see you in a
14:14hospital bed again.
14:18Ah, there it is.
14:20The lecture about sleep.
14:25I've missed you so much.
14:31Yeah. [gasps] Yeah. Okay. I don't mind
14:34getting some sleep.
14:36You know what's going to make that sleep
14:37even better, though?
14:41Being next to you. Now, come on. Move
14:43over.
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