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2:02Yes, hello brother Sikandar.
2:04Yes, Mahi, is everything fine?
2:06I wanted to tell you something.
2:09Mama got a little unwell.
2:12What happened to mama?
2:14Mama was under a lot of stress for a long time and she didn’t talk to anyone, she didn’t share it with anyone.
2:21So this had to happen.
2:24You take care of mama, I am coming back immediately.
2:28No brother Sikandar, mama is much better than before.
2:32I am here, so is Rasheeda, we are all here to care for her.
2:36You complete the work you went for and then come back.
2:40No, I will not be able to stay back.
2:42Mama is unwell and… If Taimur was here with mama, would you have been worried in the same way?
2:50You can trust me,
2:53I will care for mama a lot.
2:58you complete your work,
3:01and then come.
3:03Thank you Mahi.
3:06Your existence is constant support for us.
3:12What happened? Did you talk to Saeen Sikandar?
3:17No,
3:18his number is engaged for so long, I don’t know why.
3:24Stay happy.
3:26Take care.
3:28Bye.
3:29Bye.
3:42Happiness has gone far away from me,
3:46even if you pray for me,
3:49it might not return.
4:09How is mama?
4:10She is better than before.
4:11Where is Mahi madam?
4:13She is with madam.
4:18She stood like a mountain till Taimur’s forty day mourning period was over.
4:23She didn’t let anyone have any doubts
4:27that a helpless mother is broken on the inside.
4:34Till today she didn’t even cry properly.
4:41Her patience had to run out.
4:44She will have to cry now brother Sikandar.
4:52Till this suffocation doesn’t end inside her,
4:56she will keep on shattering like this.
5:07You are right.
5:11Actually,
5:13since childhood, till now,
5:17she has been a shield for both us brothers in all our matters.
5:24Papa left us and went in our childhood,
5:32since then till now, she has not tolerated tears in our eyes.
5:42That is why she didn’t show her sorrow in front of us,
5:48so that we don’t fall weak.
5:53You don’t worry.
5:56I will not leave her and go anywhere.
5:58No, Mahi…. I told you, don’t worry.
6:02go and rest. After all, Rasheeda and Amna are outside to help,
6:06I will stay with her.
6:58I will leave a picture.
7:02By the grace of God, they will be a perfect couple.
8:11Rasheeda.
8:13Amna.
8:16Where are these women?
8:20Mama,
8:21what do you want? You can tell me.
8:25Mama… Where the hell were you?
8:28I have told you so many times not to let a stranger come in my room.
8:33Madam, Mahi madam said that…
8:37This is the limit.
8:38Someone else is taking decisions of my home, not me.
8:42where is Saeen Sikandar?
8:43Go and call him.
8:51What are you looking at?
8:53Now someone else will take care of medication?
8:56Go and call Sikandar. Yes madam.
9:11Mama, the doctor told me everything about your medication
9:19and you are upset with me,
9:22not the medication, right?
9:26Have it.
9:40The other medicine is in the drawer, take it out.
9:45You give mama her medication
9:48and the doctor has said we shouldn’t miss a dose.
9:51I will dress up the children till then.
10:17Drink water.
10:37Next time, she shouldn’t come in my room.
10:39Mama, I told her not to, but she didn’t listen.
10:43She was sitting by your bedside all night.
10:47And the doctor gave her the schedule of your medication,
10:51now I cannot drag her out the room forcefully.
10:57Do you have fever?
11:05Come on, rest now.
11:07Come on, lie down.
11:29What are these sweets for?
11:31Did you get your result?
11:34The result is here,
11:38and I knew this would be my result
11:44What do you mean?
11:47Mama and Jamman aunt’s efforts have been fruitful,
11:50the boys family came to see me yesterday.
12:05What boy?
12:07Iqbal’s parents.
12:10Their son is a senior clerk in the corporation.
12:14My wedding has been fixed.
12:18What? But…
12:24Did you say yes?
12:29No one asked me.
12:33The boy’s mother just fed me sweets,
12:36and ruined my fate.
12:51You know Fari,
12:53for the first time I found out yesterday, that sweets are also bitter.
13:03If not today, then tomorrow,
13:06this had to happen.
13:10You just don’t punish yourself for this decision.
13:14Why can’t girls live the rest of our lives with sorrow?
13:23I didn’t ask a lot from life,
13:28These people didn’t let me celebrate my sorrow properly.
13:36They came to put on the chains of custom on me.
13:41They are preparing for my funeral.
13:48You know Fari,
13:51A shroud is not only white in color,
13:56for us girls they stitch a red bridal dress at times.
14:04My mother got a red shroud for me.
14:15You people surely come to my funeral.
15:19Hello Saeen.
15:22Hello to you too.
15:25Saeen,
15:27our madam is really unwell,
15:29she has requested you to pray for her.
15:32You pray that our madam gets fine.
15:42He is the one to give health.
15:44Amen.
15:46Saeen, I got food for you.
16:03Give this to him.
16:08I got separate food for him, this is for you.
16:12No,
16:15he has more right on it.
16:22Give it to him.
16:25As you order, Saeen,
16:29come to our mansion,
16:31pray for everyone of us.
16:34We had scheduled a prayer in the mansion, we also give charity.
16:49I will have to come now.
16:52Thank you, sir.
16:58Bye Saeen.
17:00Bye.
20:55Aunt.
20:56Grandma. Shahzain.
24:20The way you have made me suffer, just like that you too will suffer all your life.
26:35Yes?
26:36Mahi madam, someone has come to meet you.
26:39Who?
26:40Madam…Surprise!
26:46What are you doing? You came all of a sudden. You should have told me.
26:49If I had told you, how would it have been a surprise?
26:51I missed you.
26:56Rida, you did good that you came.
26:58How are you?
27:00I am fine,
27:02but what happened to you.
27:05What?
27:10Look at your condition.
27:12You have not gotten a grip on yourself Mahi.
27:15Do you have any idea that those who love you would be in so much torture
27:19after seeing you in this condition.
27:26The Mahi you are talking about, is lost somewhere.
27:32The one who is in front of you is the reality.
27:37What have you started talking about? Sit here, we have to talk about a lot apart from this.
27:44Its time for mama’s medication right now Rida.
27:46You sit here, I will tell them to serve you tea,
27:49then we will talk. Okay?
28:01Yes, so he was correct,
28:04why don’t you talk to Saeen Sikandar, openly?
28:10How long will you keep what you have in your heart?
28:13I am afraid.
28:16I have a hope in my heart.
28:20If this hope has to break,
28:23then it should break sooner than later.
28:27The sooner you get a wound. The sooner you get a wound the sooner it heals.
28:33I might get an ailment.
28:37Some people die hearing a good news too,
28:44and if he agrees I will still die.
28:48Don’t say such things.
28:51Good news is welcomed here very rarely.
28:57These anklets,
28:58these drum beats are our fate.
29:04And our feet are not that lucky that they cross the doorsteps of a respectable person.
29:50Madam,
29:52Mahi madam is really good,
29:55she is really caring.
29:57She stood on her feet all night long and cared for you.
30:04I am telling you, she is really good.
30:08She is good.
30:11Her four days of care cannot wash away the stain of my whole existence.
30:27My heart will never be clean towards her.
30:35She is the murderer of my Taimur, my prince.
30:43Madam,
30:44the children are also attached to her. They go around her all day long. That’s it,
30:55don’t praise her so much.
30:59where is she?
31:02She is tired of caring for her mother in law for four days.
31:08Madam,
31:10her friend has come from the city, she is sitting with her.
31:21Okay, this is the punishment you got. For the sake of power,
31:27after all I am a sinner,
31:29not a pagan.
31:35Great.
31:38Now you decide your punishment yourself too.
31:43I have decided it a long time back,
31:46just tell me the limit, Saeen.
31:55I myself am a prisoner of time, Romana,
32:00how can I punish someone.
32:09Although, if you have a wish, let me know.
32:11I am here.
32:18Take me somewhere far with you, Saeen.
32:22Now I cannot live here.
32:26I feel suffocated here,
32:30make me your slave.
32:34I want to spend my entire life on your doorstep, Saeen.
32:43This, so sudden. How?
32:51This is not sudden,
32:54it’s a century old journey, Saeen,
32:58but I am tired now.
33:03Give me your name.
33:06I will live as your slave.
33:08Even if you want, you can make me sign a stamped paper. I don’t need anything else,
33:13I need nothing else, but this.
33:26Don’t make such a wish.
33:29You know this is impossible.
33:34Why?
33:37Why is it impossible?
33:40So many servants, so many slaves of yours live in the mansion,
33:44I will live with them in a quarter.
33:50I will not ask for more,
33:53you will not hear me complain a little.
33:57Just make me your maid.
34:01No, no,
34:03you are not a maid.
34:08You can rule several mansions like this,
34:14but the door you want to cross,
34:21that is in control of mama,
34:25there are many restrictions of caste, creed, color, blood and water.
34:33Don’t make such a wish that you will regret later.
34:41I don’t want to rule any other land, Saeen.
34:49I don’t want to be a queen,
34:55make me your slave.
34:58That would be enough for me.
35:02Don’t deny me,
35:06if I break once, I will not be able to gather myself.
35:12Accept me.
35:47I accept that brother Nazim’s enmity is the reason for Taimur’s death,
35:52but why don’t you think that this is what fate had written.
35:56The decisions of life and death are not based on enmity.
36:01Being the reason is also the fault in my eyes, Rida.
36:06Fine, I accept,
36:08but what fault do you have in this?
36:10why are you punishing yourself?
36:17Its all my fault.
36:23I am the reason for this problem.
36:27Do you know,
36:30even when I sleep today,
36:35his curses echo in my dreams.
36:40I am Taimur’s widow, Rida,
36:44but Farhad is in my thoughts.
36:53Can there be a woman worse than me?
36:56that even after Taimur’s death, I cannot be completely loyal to him.
37:04There is just a stranger in my heart and mind till now,
37:10and I became the reason of the death of that stranger.
37:21Two men loved me,
37:27one whose I could never be,
37:35and the other who couldn’t stay mine and you tell me not to consider myself responsible,
37:45not to blame myself.
37:54Look Mahi, what had to happen, happened.
37:58Now you cannot bring Taimur back by punishing yourself.
38:04Your parents must be so worried for you,
38:07at least think about them,
38:11sitting here and thinking negatively,
38:13then you will have such dreams.
38:16You are a human, Mahi,
38:18not a machine that you press the on and off switch and you will be able to control your thoughts and dreams.
38:24You didn’t commit a crime.
38:34A crime is not always one that is proven,
38:40some crimes leave a mark on the heart,
38:51and now I have to live with these marks.
38:57Now I cannot do anything.