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0:02yo if I disappear like who cares nobody
0:07cares
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0:21man I think if I Disappeared
0:26tomorrow the universe wouldn't really
0:28notice
0:36are you
0:37okay no I'm uh I'm not
0:42okay you guys completely abandoned me I
0:46have had the worst week of my
0:48life and I needed you I needed you and
0:53you were too busy you guys are bad
0:56friends
0:57[Music]
1:00told me I should tell you the
1:02truth
1:05yes everything I say will still be
1:08protected and
1:16confidential I've been lying to
1:20you I don't take my
1:23pills but you don't either cry
1:28sometimes just like
1:33me because you're
1:40[Music]
1:51[Music]
1:54lonely but I've helped a lot of people
2:02[Music]
2:15I
2:18want a way out of
2:23loneliness just like you
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2:49I'm tired it's been a long
2:53journey not in the
2:56saddle but in the mind
3:00I'm
3:01not good enough for
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3:10anything Lucy I've been lying to
3:13myself for a long
3:16time that's clear to me now and I can't
3:18I can't just go back to the way things
3:22were not right
3:25now maybe never
3:34are you breaking up with
3:41me you don't you don't get to do that
3:44you don't you don't get to lie to me and
3:47then use that as an excuse to leave me
3:51okay that's not okay that's not okay
3:54what you're doing is not okay I
3:57know you
4:00you are an incredible person no no
4:02you're incredible
4:04okay you deserve so much
4:09better that's why I'm walking away don't
4:11do this why are you doing
4:14this why are you doing this
4:21[Music]
4:24sorry what I know is that I loved you
4:29and you reject me and for what for him
4:31it's not how it happened and you know I
4:33spent my entire life thinking that I
4:36wasn't as good as him but you're the one
4:39person you're the one person who made me
4:41feel like maybe I
4:43was but I guess I was just a lie huh
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5:09I lost Gwen my
5:11um she was my
5:15MJ I couldn't save
5:19her I'm never going to be able to
5:20forgive myself for
5:23that so I want you to promise me
5:25something
5:27okay leave
5:30when out of
5:33it don't promise me
5:40that you promise
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5:47me I know how to help you what are you
5:49doing I know I know the grit back I can
5:52res the system you can't be here right
5:54now I'm not messing around you can't be
5:56here right now this is insane guess what
5:58nobody makes my decisions for me all
6:00right nobody this is my choice okay my
6:04choice mine
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6:34h
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