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0:00Cancer. Hi. So, this is going to be a
0:02reading for the month of October 2026.
0:06And I'll do the reading for you and then
0:08I'll close it off with a oracle card.
0:11And these are general readings. So, they
0:14may not resonate for all of you. If they
0:17do, there is an extended at the end of
0:19the video. You can check out the link
0:20for that in the description box below if
0:23you want.
0:26Let's see. Cancer.
0:33What do we got?
0:39The overall energy for the reading, the
0:42Temperance card. We got time. We got
0:44time on our hands like no tomorrow. Now,
0:46what's up with that time? I don't know.
0:48Is it a loss of patience? Is it too much
0:51time? I don't know. We'll see. Starting
0:53off the reading, you get the star
0:55crossed by the three of cups. Okay. So,
0:57you want for something to happen between
0:59you and another energy. You're like,
1:00"Okay, this is what I want." All right.
1:03In your focus, the eight of cups. You
1:04seem a little down. You seem a little
1:06disconnected from your heart. So, if
1:08you're disconnected from your heart,
1:10then you're disconnected from your
1:11heart's desire. Then this what you want
1:13doesn't count anymore, right? And you
1:15don't want this
1:18under this energy. Probably not. or
1:21you're just maybe feeling a little under
1:23the weather trying to deal with that. I
1:26don't know. In the recent past, the two
1:28of cups. Okay. So, something did come
1:30together here, but you want more from
1:33what I'm getting. You want to stay.
1:35Yeah. Something happened, but like
1:38where is it? I don't know. You tell me.
1:42In your strength, the hangman. Okay.
1:44Yeah. You're trying to be patient.
1:46You're trying to take things as they
1:47come. So, as much as you would want this
1:49and as big as this intention is, you're
1:51not trying to control it in such a way
1:53that it happens for you. Like, yeah, I
1:55need this in my life, so I'm going to
1:58control everything that I can to make it
2:00happen.
2:02No. Uh, if anything, you're showing up
2:05quite present with what is. The thing
2:08is, you are a little bit under the
2:10weather. I don't know what's going on
2:11with this eight of cups here, but we'll
2:12see. Or something is making you a
2:14little, I don't know, in the immediate
2:16future. The Queen of Swords. There's a
2:18sense of clarity here that strikes you
2:20out of nowhere. I don't know what that
2:24means yet, but we shall see. Supporting
2:26this reading, the six of pentacles.
2:28Yeah, it's going to come from them, too.
2:29It's not enough for you to want
2:31something that has to do with another
2:33energy. It needs to come from the other
2:34energy, too, to be like for real, right?
2:37Because it's like if you want something,
2:39but the other energy doesn't want it,
2:40then what do we got?
2:43Well, I got what I want. Oh, awesome.
2:46But like in order for it to be, you
2:48know,
2:50nice feeling for everybody involved and
2:54like in place, um it would be nice to be
2:59something that both energies would want,
3:01right? And the energy that is
3:04surrounding you, but you may you may not
3:06be aware of it. The devil, there's
3:08something unhealthy surrounding you.
3:10Apparently,
3:12you're giving me a feeling of switching
3:14from controlling to let go. Letting go
3:17of control completely. Like, no, I'm
3:19going to make this happen. Oh, wait. I
3:21can't. I can't. I don't have control
3:23over this. And like you're giving me
3:25that sense. So, it could be just that. I
3:27don't know. Maybe you're not. I see some
3:30jumps here from just being present,
3:32taking things as they are to I'll make
3:35things what they need to be. And that's
3:38a controlling energy. So, I don't know.
3:40In your hopes and fears, the nine of
3:42swords. Ultimately, you look confused as
3:44hell. Like, what the [ __ ] am I supposed
3:45to do? I don't even understand. I'm
3:47frustrated and okay, first we chill and
3:51then we clarify and then we see what we
3:54got in the potential outcome. The four
3:57of pentacles. Yeah, stubbornness. It's
3:59like, yeah, no, I'm not letting this one
4:00go. I'm going to hang on to this for
4:03dear life. Well, yeah. Again,
4:08there's yeah, there's this switching
4:10between being present and allowing for
4:13things to happen and taking charge and
4:16thinking this is how I make things
4:18happen. And it's like, yeah, that's
4:20control. Uh especially if it has to do
4:23with another energy. If it's something
4:24that you're doing for you, yeah, you go
4:26ahead and make things happen. Do
4:28whatever the hell you want. You know,
4:30it's just your energy in there. You're
4:32not affecting other Well, you could, but
4:34like
4:36for the Temperance card, you get the
4:39Queen of Swords, the Four of Cups, the
4:41Page of Pentacles. Yeah, I feel like
4:42you're in the middle of learning exactly
4:44that, where you're being controlling and
4:46where you're not, where you're allowing
4:49for things to happen versus
4:52how you have the tendency to take
4:53charge. We all do. It's human nature,
4:56you know. Only when something really
4:58drastic happens, usually when a loss
5:01hits us of some sort, we realize,
5:04oopsie, we don't have control over
5:06anything, you know? So, I feel like
5:09that's why I I see these jumps between
5:12you
5:14learning a lot to just be present with
5:17what is. If it's going to rain right
5:19now, are you going to want to change
5:21that? Probably. Are you going to be able
5:23to? Probably not. Because rain is not up
5:26to you. Can you accept that it's raining
5:28right now if it starts raining?
5:31That's all there is to it. Or are you
5:32going to [ __ ] about it because oh my
5:34god, I'm going to be wet. Get an
5:36umbrella. I don't know what to tell you.
5:38You can't change when something happens.
5:40It happens. So, I feel like that's
5:42exactly what you're trying to learn. Let
5:44things happen as much as you can because
5:47the interference of the human nature
5:49comes in of I got to take control of
5:52that. Hold on. I got to I got to prepare
5:54a speech to the universe to make or to
5:56mother nature to to hold the rain
5:59because I'm going to be wet and I'm
6:00going to be cold and I I can't have
6:02that. God forbid.
6:05Uh
6:08okay. So that you're in the middle of
6:09learning. I see some elements in which
6:12you're just present and letting things
6:13and I think that's where you're
6:15practicing and I see the human nature
6:18taking charge and be like, "No, I need
6:20to be in control of this [ __ ]
6:23right now.
6:25Let me do the star.
6:28You get the king of cups, the three of
6:29cups, the justice card.
6:32You're even thinking for whoever is at
6:34the other end of this. Look, I want for
6:36me and this person to come together
6:38because I know for a fact they feel the
6:40same way. Did they tell you? No, but I
6:42know. You know what? I remember one time
6:45I think they told me. Okay. So, even if
6:48they told you, how do you know? How are
6:50you so convinced that it's the same
6:51exact way as you?
6:54No, it's got to be. It's got to be.
6:59Okay. You can't think or feel for
7:02another person. Even if they say, "I
7:04feel this." That doesn't mean it's with
7:07the same intensity as you feel that.
7:09That doesn't mean it's it's usually not.
7:11We feel in different ways. The same
7:13thing we're going to feel in different
7:14ways. So, you can't be so convinced of
7:17how another feels or think. That's
7:20control. That's like, "No, I know. I
7:23know. I know. I know what they're about.
7:26I know them better than they know
7:27themselves."
7:30Okay. For the three of cups, you get the
7:33five of swords, the six of pentacles,
7:35the page of wands. So, they got to
7:37accomplish this dream that I have, this
7:39this heart's desire that I hold. They
7:43got to. It makes sense. If they feel the
7:46same as me, then they got to show up for
7:48this, right? So, expectation is being
7:51created here.
7:54You see what control does? Cuz you want
7:55for things to turn out in a certain way
7:57that you want to be the best way for
8:00you. Then that creates expectation that
8:03they're going to show up. They better.
8:07Um, it's deceptive. It's just creating
8:09these extra energies for you that you're
8:12not going to need. Well, you're going to
8:14need cuz you're going to need to heal
8:16all that [ __ ] So, but it's not going to
8:20apply. Control thinking that you have
8:22control over someone's free will in
8:24participating in something here. Not the
8:27best energy, not the healthiest energy.
8:30Um, then it creates expectation. What do
8:33expectations do? They set us up for
8:36failure.
8:38So, you see how you spin in circles with
8:40this control. Um,
8:43that's why right now you're like in your
8:46focus for the eight of cups, you get the
8:4710 of swords, the seven of swords, the
8:49nine of cups. You're like, I'm better
8:50off just giving up on all of this and
8:52not giving a [ __ ] and that's that. I'm
8:54off. I'm out. Okay, you think you're not
8:56going to try the same thing with the
8:57next uh experience that's going to open
8:59up. Let's say you do abandon this
9:01because you're like, I you're tired of
9:02how it makes you feel and spinning in
9:04circles and dealing with I'm
9:05controlling. I'm not controlling. What
9:07the [ __ ] is No, I'm not doing that. I'm
9:09out. Goodbye. Okay, go.
9:12What about the next experience that's
9:14going to be similar to this? I'll know
9:16by then what
9:19that's why this experience is here
9:21obviously to teach you. You know this
9:25this this very important lesson of when
9:28do you think you're trying to take
9:30control over a situation to make it fit
9:33within your vision of it and then from
9:36that expectations and failure of those
9:39expectations and fears of failure that
9:42show up and then proving yourself right.
9:45You knew they were not going to show up
9:47even though they were supposed to but
9:49they didn't. So, okay, quit. Quit on
9:53this if you want to. I don't see you
9:55quitting, by the way, but I do see you
9:56getting to the point of exhausting
9:58yourself cuz you're spinning in this
10:00circle that says control.
10:03And it's basically you trying to
10:06understand it and trying to understand
10:08especially the times in which you're
10:09trying to get control over something and
10:13probably even looking back at past
10:16experiences in which you've tried
10:19to get control over situations versus
10:21the times in which you just allowed for
10:23things to happen. Did you like
10:25everything that was happening? Probably
10:28not. If it rains right now, I'm not
10:30going to like it. Am I going to fight
10:32with it? No, I'm gonna accept that it is
10:34raining. You know, I might like it
10:38though if I go out there. I don't know
10:40until it comes. But once I accept that
10:43it's raining, I can play around with it.
10:45You know, I don't have to switch it to
10:48turn some knobs to make it rain less or
10:50more. Like, I don't have that need. I'm
10:53just accepting that it's raining. I may
10:55like it, I may not, but it's still
10:57happening. Um, so that's allowance.
11:01that's allowing for something to happen
11:03for the two of cups in the recent past.
11:07The three of pentacles, the seven of
11:09cups, the page of swords.
11:11What is this? Um,
11:16is this experience even here for you in
11:19the physical that you're playing with it
11:21or are you playing with just the energy
11:23of it? Because I see it there in the
11:25past. I see a partnership starting to
11:27form, but I don't necessarily see it
11:29going places
11:31or not far places,
11:34short distances. It's going and then
11:38it's kind of
11:40there's no conclusion really to it. So,
11:43I don't even know if anything's formed
11:45here. So, are you playing around just
11:47the idea of this being formed and trying
11:49to make it happen in a way that you
11:52envision? I don't [ __ ] know. Let me
11:55do the hangman
11:58in your strength. The magician, the
12:00eight of cups, the Empress.
12:02You can have intention. You can
12:04manifest. That you can do. That's not
12:06taking control. That's just putting an
12:08energy out there to the universe. Hey,
12:10this is my intention, universe. If it's
12:12meant for my highest good, it's going to
12:14happen in the way that it needs to
12:15happen.
12:17You know,
12:19so you can do that.
12:21That's not taking control.
12:24They're just putting an energy out there
12:25in the universe frequency. If it if the
12:29universe picks it up and says, "Oh,
12:30yeah. This is good for you. Okay, I'll
12:32send it back to you." Cool. If it
12:35doesn't, the universe knows better than
12:36us what it's doing. Um, if there's any
12:40kind of a place in time in which someone
12:42says, "I know you better than yourself,"
12:45it would be the universe when it comes
12:47to us. So that's that's I'll give the
12:49universe that we don't know sometimes
12:52what's best for us.
12:55Um for the queen of swords in the
12:58immediate future you got the six of
12:59wands, the wheel of fortune, the queen
13:01of pentacles. Okay, this is nice because
13:03whatever is going on here for you, the
13:05these conflicting energies between
13:07control and acceptance of where things
13:11are, what's happening, um they're kind
13:14of somehow making you come back to
13:17yourself, into a place of self-love,
13:19into a place of healing, into a place of
13:21understanding certain things about
13:23yourself. Um, and I don't know, they're
13:28helping you heal. I think I think this
13:30is starting from a little almost
13:33insignificant little question uh over a
13:37particular experience that you're like
13:39okay
13:40how am I trying to be controlling here
13:43and I think it opens up a big chapter
13:45for you a healing chapter because
13:47ultimately I see it
13:49kind of coming back right to you um into
13:53forcing you to go a little bit into this
13:55energy of selflove so it's pretty cool
13:58if you ask me how a silly question kind
14:02of opens something big up for you. For
14:04the six of pentacles in the supportive
14:07energies, you get the king of pentacles,
14:09the eight of pentacles, the tower. And
14:11when you come back to you and there's
14:12that sense of self-love and acceptance
14:14over yourself, you're going to attract
14:17the same kind of energy back to you.
14:20I feel like you're starting to work with
14:22energies in a little bit of a different
14:23way than you have before.
14:26And you may start seeing results and it
14:29might freak you out. It might scare you
14:31like, "Oh my god, I'm drawing these
14:33things in." How is that happening? Well,
14:36maybe it has to do with you releasing
14:38control
14:40and just being present and accepting
14:43more and more that things are what they
14:46are.
14:47I don't know. I kind of see you
14:49flabbergast in there being like, "Oh my
14:51god, this just happened. I drew this in
14:56me. How did I do that? Um,
14:59just by being you and present and
15:02accepting
15:04that life is life. You know, it's it's
15:07pretty simple once you get there. It's
15:09very hard to explain.
15:11That's why people always say, "Yeah,
15:14easier said than done." Actually, no.
15:16It's actually quite simple. um what's
15:19going to make this happen that you're
15:21reaching this place that you're reaching
15:23is actually quite simple. Uh it's hard
15:25to stay in it, but it's it's quite
15:28simple in how it shows up for us for the
15:32devil and the hidden energies. You got
15:33the temperance card, the five of cups,
15:35the two of swords.
15:37Yeah, it's not going to be easy to
15:39sustain though. It's not going to be
15:41easy to sustain. The old you that you're
15:43trying your best to remove yourself from
15:46is going to want to freaking grab a hold
15:48of you like no tomorrow. And it might
15:51show up
15:53in the the the times that you least
15:56expect it. Like you know, you're
15:58discovering these new things about
16:00yourself. You're growing. You're liking
16:02it. It's almost like a completely new
16:04lifestyle that you're you're you're
16:06digging. You're like, "Okay, I'll do
16:08this for the rest of my life cuz this is
16:10[ __ ] fun." And then I don't know,
16:12two, three months down the road, even
16:14two, three years down the road, the old
16:16you is creeping back in. It's like, hey,
16:20what's up? Long time no see. And uh it
16:24might confuse the hell out of you
16:26because you're going to be like, I
16:27thought I got rid of you. The [ __ ] are
16:29you doing here? So, in your case, the
16:32old you is kind of lurking in the shadow
16:35of what you're doing here. It's waiting
16:37for the right time to jump in. So just
16:40so you know just cuz you when you feel a
16:43shift within you a change within you
16:45doesn't mean you completely got rid of
16:48the old you you know the old way of
16:50doing things
16:53still there still going to try its best
16:55to stay alive and you know by grabbing
16:59on to you by showing up. Uh so it's it's
17:02that place in which it's going to show
17:04you it was more comfortable to do things
17:06that way than this way. the new way you
17:10found because you're used to it. You've
17:12done it all your life. So, yeah, easier,
17:17but it's not because it's no but anyways
17:20for the nine of swords in your hopes and
17:23fears, you get the ace of wands, the six
17:25of cups, the three of wands. What is up
17:27with that situation from the but what is
17:29up with this partnership? It opened up
17:31some door for you that you weren't
17:33necessarily expecting. There is a
17:35partnership here. It's not super
17:37wellformed. Like I don't see a
17:39foundation to it. Like, oh my god. Yeah,
17:42it's there.
17:44There is a shape to it and it keeps on
17:47coming back or you keep on coming back
17:50to it.
17:52I don't know. Keeps on spinning in
17:54circles here where there's no real
17:58nothing to it. It's there. It opened up
18:01the door to something big for you. You
18:03took that chance. You took that
18:04opportunity. you're going with it and
18:06then you keep on coming back to this
18:08partnership. It could be here to open up
18:11all sorts of doors for you. That's why
18:12you could be coming back to it. I don't
18:14know. It's it's meaningful
18:18for now. From what I'm seeing, it's it's
18:20definitely meaningful because it's it
18:22makes you think and it makes you open up
18:24those doors
18:26and then it keeps on you keep on coming
18:28back to it. I think because it's here to
18:30teach you all sorts of things, cool
18:32things,
18:33you know. So, I don't know what it is. I
18:35don't know if it's playing out in the
18:36physical for you or not. I just see you
18:38making your way back to it somehow.
18:40Maybe for the healing. I don't know. Um,
18:44for the four of pentacles in the
18:46potential outcome, you get the sun, the
18:48eight of wands, the 10 of cups. Yeah.
18:50When you reach that place of, oh my god,
18:52I'm so [ __ ] happy right now because
18:54I'm accepting of everything that is and
18:57that isn't pretty much everything. and
19:00it brings me a sense of happiness and a
19:02sense of joy and a sense of oh my
19:04[ __ ] god I never want to let this go.
19:07Um I get where you're coming from. Um
19:12you got to let it go. You got to let it
19:15shift. It's just energy, you know. Yeah.
19:18I'm happy you're feeling that that
19:21nirvana almost feeling to it all, you
19:24know. And I I would love for us to all
19:27feel that all of the time, but you got
19:30to let it go. It's just energy that's
19:32there for you to feel and let it shift.
19:35Something else is going to replace it.
19:37Something probably even better than
19:38that, but you got to let it. That's part
19:41of the acceptance. The energy is moving
19:43all the time. We sometimes move with it,
19:46sometimes not. There's other energies
19:47that are shifting. So, you got to you
19:49got to let it slide. You can't just hang
19:52on to it. It's like when someone says,
19:54"I am feeling so happy now. I never want
19:56to feel anything else ever again." And
19:59guess what?
20:01There is more to life than just that.
20:04Even if it's not that great. It could be
20:07even better. It could be suckier, way
20:10suckier than everything you've ever felt
20:13before. I don't [ __ ] know. But it's
20:16energy. It has to move. You can't hang
20:17on to it,
20:19you know? So,
20:22you got to let it slide. But, uh, let me
20:25see what the universe has as a final
20:27advice for you. The eight of pentacles,
20:29the knight of pentacles, the fool. Yeah,
20:31this is basically work on yourself. You
20:33know, you may think it has to do with
20:35this connection that I keep on seeing
20:38bouncing in here and whatever, but it's
20:40actually
20:42work on yourself. You know, it's your
20:45own growth that I'm looking at here.
20:48So to some extent it could have to do
20:51with this connection. Yes, because it
20:53opened up that door for you. But this is
20:55about you. But uh let's do Alice the
20:58Wonderland.
21:05Painting the roses red.
21:08Covering up errors. Number 27.
21:18We all make mistakes. Every single one
21:20of us upon this planet has made a
21:22mistake, misunderstood, done something
21:24that wasn't quite correct, and mixed
21:26things up rather terribly. Today, people
21:30often complain and want perfection. Much
21:32like the dreaded queen, they behave as
21:35if they have the right to cut people's
21:36heads off, to punish them if they have
21:39not carried out their assignment
21:41perfectly.
21:43The same applies to our soul
21:44assignments. Despite what our soul would
21:47best enjoy learning, we humans often
21:49misunderstand,
21:51head off in another direction, and make
21:54some rather wonderful mistakes.
21:56Thankfully, unlike the queen, our soul
21:58will not punish us, but we do need to do
22:01some work to make things right. While
22:03you may be tempted to cover things up
22:05and not be open about what has happened,
22:07especially perhaps to yourself, it truly
22:10is best to see what can be done. If this
22:12relates to you on everyday on an
22:15everyday level and you are working for a
22:18person who will be unkind or cruel if
22:21you do not perform tasks perfectly, then
22:24you may need to find a way to peacefully
22:26escape the situation. That way you can
22:28enjoy white roses just as they are
22:30without fear of making a mistake or
22:32making a or making things even worse
22:35because you feel you must cover up an
22:37error to avoid punishment. White roses
22:40are perfect and lovely and innocent. Do
22:43not try to cover up anything within
22:45yourself that you feel is not right for
22:47fear of being punished for not
22:49presenting or behaving to expectation.
22:52Divination. Working for or being in a
22:55relationship with someone who is harsh
22:56on those who make mistakes. Feelings
22:59forced to cover up errors to avoid
23:01punishment. Fear of mistakes being
23:04discovered. Hiding the evidence as the
23:06consequences are much harsher than the
23:08mistake. Feeling that
23:11what you need to do is what you need to
23:13do to stay safe is no longer reasonable.
23:19Anyways, that's what I have for you.
23:20Hope this helped and I'll see you next
23:23time.