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0:10Maybe [music] I was too young to fully
0:13understand.
0:15So, I never healed from it healthy. Why
0:17I never trusted the man. [singing] You
0:20got to love what you have and I'll take
0:23that to my [music] grave.
0:25Soon you'll open [singing] up your eyes
0:27and it'll all be gone one day. I'm
0:30[music] sitting here convincing you to
0:32pick up the phone and call. I am my
0:35father's [music and singing] daughter,
0:36but I'm nothing like him at all. I hear
0:40him in the way I speak or when I look in
0:43the mirror. [music]
0:44The anger's growing and it
0:45>> [singing]
0:46>> shows. Could it be any clearer
0:49that I'm like him cuz he made me the way
0:51[singing] I am when we're fighting and
0:53all
0:54I need
0:55is somebody.
0:58And I'm crying on my own cuz why don't
1:01you want this anymore? And I'm craving
1:04you to change for me.
1:07You're saying I hear you and I love you,
1:10but my heart it hurts for you [music]
1:12and I just can't give you what you need.
1:16Am I too much or am I
1:18enough cuz you said you wouldn't
1:20[music and singing] give up. Now, I'm
1:22I'm on my knees praying to God you'd
1:24talk to me. [music] Wondering what it
1:27takes for you to stay off my mind and
1:30heart out of my
1:31bloodstream. [music]
1:38You never laid your hands on [music] me
1:40and that
1:40>> [singing]
1:41>> is something that I'm grateful for, but
1:43I should have known that you'd gone mad
1:45when I saw the way you punched your
1:47doors in. I loved loving you cuz I know
1:50that you needed it, [music] but the way
1:53you treated me made me feel like a
1:56little kid. [singing]
1:57>> [music]
1:57>> something deep inside of me tells me
1:59that you're not better [singing] now,
2:01and I'm sorry that I couldn't help,
2:03[music] but I'm so glad I made it out.
2:06I'm lying on my
2:07momma's floor. Why don't you want this
2:10anymore? And I'm craving you to change
2:13for
2:13>> [music]
2:13>> me. You're
2:15saying, "I hear
2:16>> [singing]
2:16>> you, and I love you, but my heart,
2:18it hurts for you,
2:20>> [music]
2:20>> and I just can't give you what you
2:22need." And
2:24I need you what you want in
2:26>> [music and singing]
2:26>> love, cuz
2:27you said you wouldn't give up.
2:29Now,
2:30I'm on
2:30>> [singing]
2:30>> my knees
2:31praying to [music] God you talk to me,
2:34wondering what
2:35it takes for you to stay off my [music]
2:37mind and far out of my
2:39bloodstream.
2:44>> [music]