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1:55My princess Mahi has to come home soon.
1:59Your mother will spend each day waiting for you.
2:09Come on,
2:11Nazim must be here.
2:16Okay child,
2:21take care of yourself.
2:29Okay bye. May God protect you.
4:46please pray for me.
4:56Why don’t you pray yourself?
5:00I will pray for you,
5:02but what will I get in return?
5:07I am a poor poet,
5:11I can read a few couplets in return for it.
5:18My name is Nasaz Firaaq.
5:26Please accept this present,
5:32a few things are kept in my room,
5:38letters,
5:40dust,
5:42books,
5:45some covers, etc. I am afraid of the God of love,
5:57I have faced a lot of sorrow, pain and loss etc.
6:08Wow.
6:13A little fear from the God of love.
6:18Fear and that too from the God of love.
6:32That is why you are in tough spot Nasaaz.
6:37You fear the God of love and you wish for a union.
6:44Impossible.
6:52Go.
6:54Go free from all fears,
6:59sit in the feet of the God of love,
7:05and be stubborn,
7:10beg,
7:14all your wish will be fulfilled. All wishes, all…
7:25all your love will be given.
7:38Then neither there will be any longing, nor will you stay ill.
7:45Then there will be no longing,
7:48nor will you stay ill.
7:53I am just a little afraid of the God of love.
7:59I am a little afraid of the God of love.
8:12I am a little afraid of the god of love.
8:22I am just a little afraid of the god of love.
8:42Shahzain, you still haven’t put on your shoes till now.
8:44Wear them quickly, you two take a lot of time to get ready for school daily.
8:48Yes, aunt.
8:50Aunt, can I say something to you. Yes?
8:53Since you have started to prepare us for school, we never get late.
8:58You are so intelligent.
9:01God willing aunt, I will become like you when I grow old.
9:03No, don’t say that.
9:09Why aunt? You are really good. Yes, really good.
9:16You two are even better than me
9:19and you two should become like yourself, right?
9:26Come on, we have to have breakfast too, come on, pick your bags.
10:02Mama.
10:06Don’t you feel cold?
10:09Come on,
10:10lets leave now. Okay?
10:13Its really cold outside. Come on.
10:29Mama,
10:33come on. Come inside.
10:38Come inside, come on.
10:44Don’t do that. Come on. Come on.
10:48Come.
11:13Sajjad,
11:14did you give the request for my leaves in the secretariat?
11:16yes papa, I gave that in the morning.
11:19Did they say something?
11:21No papa,
11:22they said nothing,
11:24he was asking about you and he looked worried.
11:27He is a good man,
11:30my leaves have ended, they are somehow, I don’t know how they are surviving.
11:38But obviously, he too has to respond to the bosses.
11:42Papa, he said something else too.
11:45What son?
11:47He said that if I want,
11:49if you want, then he can offer me the job in your place.
11:57I was also thinking what is the need for you to work so hard,
12:00and you are not well either.
12:05Look papa, I will handle everything, you don’t worry.
12:09Mr. Tanvir was saying it will take maximum one month in getting the case processed.
12:13The bosses in the office really respect him,
12:16so he might get this done sooner.
12:18Did he say this to you or you talked to him about it?
12:24Papa.
12:29Papa, actually…Sajjad,
12:35I have seen a lot of dreams for you,
12:40the superintendent is well aware of them.
12:47I always talked to him about you that you will see,
12:54one day my son will become a senior officer
13:01All the hard work I have done all my life,
13:07without caring about the summers or winters,
13:11because I wanted you to sit in the competitive exams.
13:20I wanted to see you successful.
13:24Not so that you can sit in my place in the seat of a head clerk.
13:31Papa, I didn’t mean that…You said this today, don’t say it again, Sajjad.
13:38Hey,
13:41I have fallen down, but I am not dead.
13:47My bones have the strength that I can lift the burden of my family.
13:57Papa, what are you saying?
13:59God forbid something ever happens to you.
14:06you please don’t say anything like this again,
14:08nothing will happen to you.
14:09Madam,
14:11don’t sit in the room all the time,
14:13step outside,
14:15see the weather is so good outside,
14:17the flowers are so pretty.
14:19You will get sad sitting inside.
14:22Okay, let me tell you something,
14:26this is a special place.
14:29Here our Saeen Taimur sits and have tea.
14:33See, its a pretty place.
14:43What is so special about this place?
14:48Madam,
14:49he used to say that the sunset of the winter looks really good sitting here.
15:15Madam,
15:17tell me something.
15:20Is the sunshine of the summer and winter different?
15:25If Taimur used to say it,
15:28then he must be right.
15:33Okay, listen,
15:35the Peer that came that day,
15:37why didn’t he come inside,
15:38he left from outside.
15:41Madam had sent him an invitation.
15:44His face has a lot of light and greatness.
16:06Did your Saeen Taimur also used to go to the shrine?
16:08No madam, no.
16:11He didn’t believe in all this.
16:14He would say all this is useless,
16:18yes, but Saeen Sikandar goes there with Madam.
16:24They say that the heart is peaceful after visiting shrines.
16:32But mama doesn’t go now.
16:34Madam,
16:37now her heart is broken.
16:40She would go to the shrine
16:44and ask for the long lives of sons and their happiness.
16:51Now what will she do going to the shrine.
16:56She just sends the charity. That’s it.
17:01Sometimes, Saeen Sikandar goes to the shrine
17:06Madam,
17:08Saeen Sikandar also stays quiet,
17:12even his heart is broken,
17:14first the sorrow of his wife,
17:18and now the loss of his young brother’s sorrow has ruined him.
17:24Madam,
17:26I don’t know whose evil eye ruined this mansion.
17:33Nothing man, it’s a conspiracy against me,
17:36to ruin my name and business.
17:40Whoever this is,
17:41I will ruin him.
17:47I am coming.
17:58Brother Sikandar,
18:00what happened? Why are you so angry?
18:03Nothing, everything is fine.
18:06Amna, you go inside.
18:12I have never seen you so angry
18:15and I think that I too am a part of this family,
18:20I have this right.
18:24You of course have a right,
18:28but these are daily chores, it goes on,
18:32you don’t worry.
18:35We are a respectable family,
18:38we have to face cheap people.
18:43Anyway, I am going out of the city for a few days,
18:47I know, I shouldn’t say this, but it’s a formality,
18:52take care of the children and mama.
18:55You don’t worry,
18:57I will take care of them.
18:59Its just that you are the only support of this family,
19:07you too take care of yourself.
19:14Hello. Yes, Romana…
19:22Why are you crying?
19:23If I don’t cry, then what do I do?
19:26Malik Munir is threatening us.
19:29Okay, you don’t worry,
19:31right now I am going out of the city, when I come back I will see him,
19:34he is getting out of control.
19:36Okay Saeen.
19:38Yes, you don’t worry.
19:40fine, okay.
19:58You don’t return for days from there, even after coming back,
20:02you leave yourself there.
20:04No matter what you say,
20:05now you will not go to any shrine.
20:08Madam Chanda,
20:10its really important for me to go there.
20:14Take me there once, to him.
20:17Why?
20:19What is the problem now?
20:20You found the one who your heart wanted to apologize too
20:24and you even apologized.
20:27Even though you didn’t mistreat him,
20:31I did and you told me yourself that he had forgiven you.
20:34So what is the worry now?
20:37I want him to pray for me and Saeen Sikandar.
20:41You don’t know,
20:43I have never seen such a person in my life who has so much pain and longing in his eyes.
20:49You know,
20:51I couldn’t look into his eyes again.
20:54I felt that if I look in his eyes,
20:58what if I shatter into pieces.
21:01Once I shatter, I won’t be able to gather myself again.
21:05I want him to pray for me,
21:08he is the one who can fix everything.
21:10You wait.
21:12You have such high fever again.
21:15See, these visits to shrine are not good for you.
21:23This is the not the fault of me visiting shrines,
21:27maybe this fault is within me.
21:32Maybe my soul doesn’t have the strength to absorb that environment and sorrow.
21:38So what is the need to absorb it?
21:41Look, you are not in the age to dedicate yourself to such secluded places.
21:49That’s it, now you will not go to any shrine. Madam Chanda,
21:52please, for God’s sake,
21:54I have to go,
21:55I have to go right now, to him. For God’s sake, take me here.
22:00Okay,
22:02you are so unwell.
22:04First take your medication, then I will take you.
22:08Come on. Come.
22:13Hey, Reshma,
22:15get a glass of water.
22:25Hello. Yes, Mahi. Hello. Hello.
22:28I wanted to ask you for a favor,
22:30I wanted a file.
22:31Please check my cupboard.
22:34Sure.
22:42Yes?
22:43Yes, see there will be a white file under the clothes, there must be documents attached to it too.
22:48Did you find it?
22:49Yes, I found it.
22:50Fine, then, send this file to me with the driver.
22:54Fine. Bye.
24:00Pray that I too get the doorsteps of such a mansion.
24:58Mama, put the black mark,
25:00what if my face is ruined, and my bride sees me and laughs.
25:04You idiot.
25:06Mama, hurry up, we have a long way to go, then we have to return at night too.
25:11Your prince took so much time to get ready.
25:14Oh, come on brother,
25:15today is my day, I have right. Right mama?
25:55Who is this Romana?
26:03Madam.
26:07Madam, elder madam…
26:09What happened?
26:11I don’t know what happened to madam.
26:12Rasheeda took a glass of milk some time back,
26:15she was lying unconscious on the bed.
26:16You come and see. You leave, I am coming.
26:29What happened? mama.
26:31Mama.
26:33She has such high fever.
26:36Did you call brother Sikandar?
26:37Yes, I will just call him.
26:40mama. Mama.
26:43Did you call the doctor? Do you have the number for the hospital?
26:47Yes. Yes.
26:49Little madam, this has all the numbers. Give it to me.
26:58Amna, you get cold water and a piece of cloth. Yes, madam, yes.
27:15Hello, is it doctor Naila?
27:18Yes, I am calling from Saeen Sikandar’s mansion,
27:22mama is really unwell, can you come quickly?
27:34What happened to her?
27:37Speak slowly.
27:47But what happened to her?
27:48Her condition is better than before,
27:50she is sleeping.
27:52No one should disturb her.
27:58We will do whatever you say?
28:00She was taking a lot of stress for a lot of days
28:02and she didn’t make it evident on anyone either.
28:06In such a situation if the patient’s patience breaks,
28:08they become really down.
28:10Something similar has happened to her.
28:14But nothing to worry about, right? No,
28:17thank God you people informed me on time.
28:20Any mental pressure can be very dangerous for her.
28:25She needs a lot of rest
28:28and if you agree to me, then put her on bed rest.
28:32If its really important, let her step off the bed,
28:35or else no. I am prescribing some medication,
28:40get this in the morning.
28:44In case of any emergency, inform me.
28:47yes, thank you. I will leave now.
28:50Rasheeda go drop the doctor. Yes, madam.
28:52Bye. Bye.
28:58Amna, change this water.
29:00Fine madam.
29:37Some learned man has said something great,
29:41that in our existence there are two wolves fighting for their victory.
29:49One wolf fights for hatred,
29:53jealousy,
29:54revenge, wishes and leadership and the other wolf,
30:01fights for love, peace and humanity.
30:08You know which wolf wins out of these two?
30:19The one we feed inside us wins,
30:23the one we care for, the one we bring up.
30:27The wolf is fed what he likes,
30:32that wolf grows up and becomes healthy.
30:37It grows up with energy and kills the other wolf.
30:48So the same wolf wins,
30:51who we want to make the winner.
31:23Mama used to say that a person has both good and bad blood in his veins,
31:34if the good one is strong,
31:38he does good things,
31:41if the bad blood is stronger,
31:44he does bad things. God is great!
32:57Only listen to me for a moment.
33:16What do you want?
33:22I have told you that I am just a beggar.
33:27Don’t give me so much respect.
33:33We are only sent away.
33:36No,
33:38don’t say that.
33:40But this is the truth.
33:47Beggars are given charity,
33:49you ask them to pray and that is it.
33:54My doubt was correct,
33:58you are not what you seem.
34:02I am worse than that.
34:07Go ahead,
34:10what is your objective?
34:15I don’t know why I have this belief that only your prayer for me will be answered.
34:30I have just one prayer, one request,
34:36the one on whose doorstep I want to stay as a beggar,
34:42may he let me pass that doorstep
34:46and make me come along with him.
34:53May God protect him from every trouble, every evil eye.
35:00Who am I and what is my prayer?
35:08I myself am an unanswered prayer.
35:14Don’t waste your time.
35:18My time is not that precious
35:23and then the one suffering just needs hope.
35:32Considering my suffering my helplessness.
35:39Should I tell you the truth?
35:46I don’t know how to pray
35:55but if this will bring to comfort,
36:00then fine,
36:05go,
36:08from today, my prayer is in your favor.
36:31If,
36:33if I call you at my home for a little while,
36:38will you come?
36:40I have no home,
36:43I am here at one time and somewhere else at another time.
36:46Stop looking for me.