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0:00Hi, Cancer. Welcome back to the channel. It's me, Anisa from The Inner Stereo. So,
0:03today we're going to be looking at your love tarot reading for this week. It may
0:06resonate with you or it may not. And if it does, there's going to be a link
0:09down in the description box below for the extended and personal reading with me. Okay.
0:23Okay. Cancer, in your overall energy, you have the Eight of Wands. I feel that at this present
0:28moment, you guys are in the mood for a lot of movement, or there is something here that you
0:33would like to communicate very much. Now, what is challenging you, you have the Three of Cups.
0:38I feel that one of the biggest challenges here has a lot to do with one, either a situation or a
0:44connection here that you felt that the friendship aspect of the connection has gone to die. You know
0:49what I mean? With the Three of Cups, it means that you cannot talk to this person as normally
0:53as you could. There is no warmth. There is no easiness of the friendship of the relationship,
0:58or that could literally mean that there is something here about a triangulation
1:03that is happening that does not really please you. We're going to clarify in a moment. Okay.
1:08Now, in the past, you have the Seven of Pentacles and the Strength. From this person's side,
1:12they have the Nine of Pentacles and also the Nine of Swords. I feel that in the past,
1:16you were dealing here with somebody who was very, very focused on themselves. Yeah. And
1:21this person could be struggling here with their finances. This person could be struggling with
1:25their health or with their routines. But I feel that there's one of the reasons why this person
1:29is so focused on themselves has a lot to do with that. It is a never-ending cycle for them. They're
1:36always focusing a lot more on themselves because that's what they could always depend on. Yeah.
1:42From your side, you have the Seven of Pentacles and also the Strength card. I do feel that in the
1:46past, you guys were exercising tons and tons of patience because you feel that finally, you know,
1:52eventually, this person one day would wake up and realize that all of the investment that I've
1:58done for this relationship and for them means something. I feel that you were, I'm going to
2:06be honest with you here, there's a little bit of a self-abandonment that I see here because
2:09you were like, one day they'd know how much I love them. One day they would know how much I've done
2:16for this relationship. One day they would know how much I've sacrificed for this relationship.
2:21Now in the present moment, you have the Two of Pentacles and also the Three of Pentacles.
2:25From this person's side, they got the Five of Wands and also the Knight of Pentacles.
2:30Ooh. Okay. So now that you are starting to question whether or not these collaborations,
2:36these reconciliations, and your compromises to this relationship is worth it or not,
2:42they are now protesting because, "What are you talking about? Why are you even questioning
2:48that? Why did you stop loving me? Why did you stop trying? Why did you stop fighting
2:53for this relationship? I'm here." You see the Knight of Pentacles? "I've never left.
2:58I've done some things to prove to you or to show you that I'm always here."
3:07You could be dealing with a Leo. You could be dealing with an earth sign here, Taurus, Virgo,
3:10Capricorn. You could be dealing with an air sign, Aquarius, Gemini, Libra, or a Libra. However,
3:15in the future, you have the Justice and you also have the Page of Swords. Ooh, you snap. I
3:24feel that in the future, you guys are going to be snapping. Let's see from them. They have the Page
3:30of Pentacles and also the Eight of Cups. I think there's a big misunderstanding happening here
3:38because we're going to see when we clarify. Yeah. But I feel that this person doesn't feel that what
3:43they've done or what they do is that bad. So they're like, "Why are you suddenly changing?
3:50Why are you so upset about it? What do you mean things have to be fair? I don't understand. Are
3:56you playing some sort of game by withdrawing yourself away from me here, Cancer?" Like
4:01that's the energy that I'm getting from them. But anyway, let's start clarifying your reading. Yeah.
4:12So, I want to clarify the Five of Wands and the Two of Pentacles.
4:23So, for you, Two of Pentacles is being clarified by the Page of Cups,
4:28the Page of Pentacles, and also the Empress.
4:33I see you. Oh, we're going to have Venus retrograde soon, right? So, I do feel that
4:40the Venus retrograde is starting to affect you. Oh, wow. Like, I'm a Cancer rising myself. Yeah,
4:46I have a Cancer rising and a Cancer moon. And sometimes Cancer readings,
4:50um, resonate with me a lot more than, you know,
4:54Sagittarius or Aquarius, which is my beta sign. But anyway, let's get back to here.
5:00I feel that there is a part of you here who's starting to ask yourself
5:04this question. What is it specifically that I need in the relationship? Have I been selling
5:12myself at a discounted price? That is an Indonesian idiom. Actually, I just realized
5:22that it doesn't sound so good in English, but yeah. Have I been selling myself short?
5:32Have I been getting what I want and what I need? Do the people around me love me, appreciate me,
5:43value me, respect me because of who I am as a person or because of what I do for them? Cuz
5:51there's a part of you here with the Princess of Chalices that is hopeful. But I don't know why,
5:57but this combination makes me feel like I want to be adored. I want to
6:02be cherished. I want to be celebrated. I want to be loved by me. Not by what I do,
6:10not by who am I, you know, and my title or whatever, but I just want to be known by me.
6:16And I think there is, especially with the Empress here, I think the retrograde here is affecting
6:22you quite deeply because now you're starting to ask deeper questions about you, your desires,
6:28your needs. And the thing about Empress is that Empress is a passive energy, right? It's not the
6:35Emperor where it's taking actions. Empress is a bit more passive in a way that if you were
6:41to give an Empress the right sustenance, she will flourish, right? It's like you give an Empress the
6:50right groceries, she will make you an amazing food or amazing dish. If you give an Empress a house,
6:59she will build you a home. That is the energy of an Empress. And you're starting to ask yourself,
7:06like, have I been dealing with situations that brings out the best version of myself,
7:13or have I been dealing with, you know, situations that brings out the worst version of myself?
7:19So there is a deep, deep contemplating that you guys are doing in this moment right now.
7:29Now, Five of Wands clarified by the Four of Swords, the Devil, and also the Chariot.
7:42Oh, Cancer, I feel sad because you're usually not this fussy. You know what I mean? Like, for them.
7:54I'm not saying this for you, but you're usually not this fussy. You usually don't want to feel
8:00adored. You don't, you don't stomp around and say, "Respect me, appreciate me, cherish me." Like,
8:06you're, you don't walk around and demand that from people. So the moment that you do that,
8:12they're like, Four of Swords, like, "Huh? What is this?" It's quite dismissive in some ways.
8:27Let's go back to that later. Now, let's clarify the Knight
8:32of Pentacles and the Three of Pentacles.
8:38And for you, it's hurtful. It's just simple things that you're asking,
8:43right? But for them, it's like, "Why? Why you got to be so fussy?
8:47Why you got to be so difficult?" But for you, it's simple, right?
8:56Like, this situation kind of like remind me. So I'm going to give you an example,
8:59right? Like, in my life. So I have a daughter, and my mom's, it was my mom's birthday, and my mom,
9:05um, edited a picture of her and my daughter in a very boomer way that my daughter doesn't like. And
9:15she sent it to my daughter, and she said, like, "Can you post this on your social media?" And I
9:21didn't know about that until, I think it was like, a few weeks after because she didn't post it,
9:27and I just saw her chat from my mom, and I was like, "Why didn't you post it?" And my
9:30daughter said that, "Oh, um, it's too boomer, Mom. Like, it's going to be embarrassing for
9:36me." And I told her, like, "It's a simple thing that she asked to make her feel appreciated.
9:42Why can't you do it?" And then my daughter understood, and then she posted right away.
9:46And I feel that this is the same situation where you're just asking simple things.
9:53It's not that hard, right? Like, with my daughter's situation,
9:55it was just a simple Instagram story post for her 200 friends to see, right? It's just a
10:02simple thing to so I feel appreciated. For you, it's like that, too. It's just a simple thing,
10:09but for them, it's like, "No, I don't want to do it. Why?" But it's just a simple thing.
10:15Now, let's clarify the Knight of Pentacles and the Three of Pentacles.
10:25All right, Cancer. Knight of Pentacles being clarified by the Seven of Cups,
10:30the Three of Pentacles, and the Five of Wands. From you, you have the Three
10:35of Pentacles clarified by the Seven of Swords, the King of Swords, and also the Five of Cups.
10:41For you, things can never go back to the way how it
10:44was. Things have shattered. Things have changed.
10:55I think you might find out something here. Seven of Swords and the King of Swords, but you didn't
11:02communicate more than you knew. So again, it's either it's a third-party situation that you
11:10found out, but you didn't communicate more than you knew, even though you figured much more.
11:20Or it could be about, you know, just some things that you,
11:24you know the whole picture, but you didn't tell them more.
11:38And they did try to work things out with the Three of Pentacles here, but then decided to
11:42be the Five of Wands. Decided to be, I don't know, either deflecting, either dismissive,
11:49either putting on a better, like, you know how it is when you're angry with somebody and then that
11:55person turns out to be angrier than you because of how you react to what they do. So that could
12:02be them, and that's when it hits for you where, wow, like, things could never be the same. It's
12:10not because of the information or whatever it is that you found out that you have a full length of
12:15receipt about, but it's about their reactions to what you found out or what you uncovered in a way.
12:26Let's clarify the future.
12:30So I want a card for the Page of Pentacles and the Justice.
12:35Hanged Man sideways, Ten of Pentacles, and the Queen of Pentacles. Let's see from you.
12:41Justice in reverse, Temperance in reverse, the World. For you,
12:45it's over because there is no way for this connection to go back the way that it used.
13:00All of the patience that you exercise in the past is gone.
13:06Cuz now it's like you've completely having the discipline of it's done. Like, no more. You know,
13:14this person wrecked my whole nervous system there with the Temperance in reverse.
13:19Now I got to bring balance into my life instead of the relationship.
13:24Now, them on the other hand, Page of Pentacles clarified by the Hanged Man
13:27reversed sideways. I mean, so it's like this person sees things from your perspective,
13:36but there are some things where they're like feeling that some things are justified.
13:45Okay, let's clarify the Eight of Cups and the Page of Swords.
14:00So you, Page of Swords clarified by the Eight of Swords, the Ten of Cups in reverse,
14:04and also the Three of Cups. I feel that eventually in the future, because it's done, right? Like,
14:10for you there's no coming back from that. It reached to a point where there's no turning back,
14:15and yeah, you're dealing with a lot of stresses. Yeah, you're dealing with a lot of anxieties
14:19because of the fact that you need to accept the fact that things might not go back to the way
14:24that it is. And I do feel that in the future, you guys are going to be, um, focusing a lot
14:28more on surrounding yourself with like-minded people, surrounding yourself with people who
14:34lift you up. You know, I do see that you are going to be relying a lot more on your support
14:39system or surrounding yourself with people who is going to be distracting you out of this pain.
14:47So from them, Eight of Cups clarified by the Queen of Swords,
14:49the Ten of Wands, and also the Ace of Swords.
14:58I just feel that this person, it takes a lot for this person to be able to finally see things from
15:04your perspective, how far things have actually been fucked up. You know what I mean? Because,
15:10um, they have the tendency to reason or they have the tendency to justify a certain type
15:16of things in order for them to protect their ego. But eventually, I see them finally realizing that,
15:21oh yeah, now I understand the impact and also how far I've hurt Cancer.
15:35But by the time that they realize this, I feel that you are so far gone. So far gone.
15:41All right. So, um, Cancer, I'm going to be taking this to the extended where
15:45we're going to be clarifying a whole lot. Now, let's get into your advice section.
15:54I feel that this reading is very specific. Might not resonate with a lot of people. Oops.
16:00Knight of Cups upright, Six of Wands, and also the Three of Pentacles. Okay,
16:07this is very interesting. Okay, cuz Cancers have a very great heart,
16:11right? Like, people can just touch you and you melt and go out and help them.
16:16Now, this is the After Tarot deck, so it's going to be very different
16:19than the traditional Rider-Waite Tarot. But you see what this Knight of Cups is doing
16:23right here. This is the advice for you here, Cancer. Rather than handing out your love,
16:29your support, your energy, and handing it out like a freebie, why don't you just
16:35drink that cup of yourself? You've been so depleted because of your generosity.
16:43It's time for you to give the same kind of love that you've been giving to people back
16:48to you. Okay? And once you finally feel good about yourself, then maybe you could start,
16:57you know, being charitable again. It's fine. Maybe you could start seeing things like,
17:05"Oh wow, like people, I feel bad for people,
17:08then maybe I should love them. I should support them. I should do what?" But first thing first,
17:13what you need to do, drink the cup that you've been so kindly given to other people.
17:20All right, so that is it for the reading for you here,
17:23Cancer. I hope that you find tons and tons of clarity that you've been looking for,
17:26and I'll see you guys next week. Bye, guys. Have a great day. I love you.