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0:01Hey, hey, stop. Stop.
0:04Just stop for a second. Okay. Will Will
0:07you listen to me?
0:11I can't
0:13I can't even get a word in. Okay. You're
0:16You're just yelling over me.
0:20No. No. I didn't I didn't say that. No,
0:23I never said that.
0:26[sighs] Oh, God. You're You're twisting
0:28my words again. Just because you're
0:30panicked, right?
0:33I don't know. You're [clears throat]
0:34You're doing that thing where you just
0:36convince yourself that I'm the villain
0:37and that I'm that I'm living, that this
0:40is over.
0:42It is not over. Okay.
0:45No, it's not over.
0:48Oh, God.
0:51Why are you so stubborn?
0:54Hey, don't don't run away from me. I'm
0:56talking to you.
0:58Look at me when I'm speaking to you.
1:03God, you're hysterical.
1:05You're not making any sense. Seriously,
1:09you're shaking. You're crying or you're
1:11just spewing nonsense because you're
1:14scared.
1:16Oh, I know you're scared. I mean, I get
1:17it, but but you have to stop screaming
1:21at me, okay? I'm trying to help you.
1:28No. Enough. I said enough.
1:32Okay. You want to leave? You think
1:34you're walking out that door right now?
1:37Absolutely not. Okay. You're you're in
1:40no state to go anywhere or you're
1:43hyperventilating.
1:45Like, look at yourself.
1:48Hey, don't don't push me. I said do not
1:52push me. You want to fight? Fine. Fine.
1:56You want to struggle? Go ahead. See
1:58where it gets you. Here, give me your
2:00hands. I said give your hands. Ow. Stop
2:05hitting me.
2:07Stop fighting me.
2:10I'm stronger than you, okay? And you
2:12know it.
2:15Stop it.
2:17There. I caught you.
2:21Jesus. Up. Arms up. Above your head.
2:27Don't you Don't you dare try to pull
2:30away.
2:31I have you. Okay. I have both of you
2:34wrist in one hand. Look at that.
2:38You can't move.
2:40You are completely pinned.
2:42[sighs and snorts]
2:44Are you done?
2:47No. I mean, are you done throwing a
2:49tantrum?
2:52Look at me.
2:54Listen,
2:58I I try to talk to you, okay? I I try to
3:04reason with you for 20 minutes. [sighs]
3:07I try to be gentle. I try to explain
3:10everything calmly, but you wouldn't shut
3:13up. Seriously, you just kept going and
3:18going and spiraling further down into
3:21this
3:22this nightmare you created in your head.
3:26So
3:29now we do it in my way. Okay? My way
3:33means you don't get to move.
3:36My way means you don't get to speak.
3:41My way means you listen.
3:45>> [snorts and laughter]
3:47>> Oh, your heart is pounding out of your
3:49chest.
3:51I can feel it against me. You're
3:53terrified. I know you're not terrified
3:56of me, are you?
3:58Terrified of the silence.
4:01You terrified that if you stop
4:04screaming, you'll have to actually feel
4:06what's happening between us, right?
4:09Not too bad. [snorts]
4:13Now you you look beautiful when you you
4:16were this flustered. You know that
4:20even with the tears especially with the
4:23tears
4:26open your mouth.
4:29I said open your mouth.
4:34I'm going to make sure you forget every
4:36single thing you were just yelling
4:38about.
4:40[snorts]
4:41Just shut up and kiss me.
4:56[snorts]
5:03[sighs]
5:04Better.
5:06Much better. Right.
5:10See Was
5:12that so hard?
5:14I think you finally stopped talking.
5:18Don't look down.
5:20Eyes on me.
5:23My hand is on your jaw for a reason,
5:25right?
5:27I want you looking right here.
5:31So, you were saying something before.
5:34[clears throat]
5:35I can't remember. It seemed so important
5:38a minute ago.
5:41You are screaming it at the top of your
5:42lungs.
5:45No. [sighs and gasps]
5:47No. You're just gasping for air.
5:50[snorts]
5:51You know what? You You actually taste
5:53like salt.
5:55You've been crying so much
5:59and really hate that I made you cry.
6:03But I love that I'm the one who gets to
6:06stop it.
6:10Babe, why do you doubt me?
6:14Why do you do this to yourself?
6:18You think I I'd go through all of this,
6:21the fighting, the stress, if I didn't
6:24want you, if I didn't need you?
6:30I'm crazy about you. Do you Do you get
6:33that?
6:35Like [snorts] it drives me insane
6:39when you act like you are unlovable.
6:42Really? Like when you try to push me
6:43away because you're afraid I'll live
6:45first.
6:47Hey, I am not going anywhere.
6:51Do you feel this grip?
6:54Feel my hand on your wrists?
6:59Does this feel like someone who's
7:00letting go?
7:05Honey, I've got your pin against the
7:07wall, hopeless, and the only thing on my
7:11mind is how much I want to kiss you
7:12again.
7:14So, stop thinking, okay? Just just turn
7:19your brain off. I don't know. You're
7:21smart and you overthink everything
7:25and it ruins you, you know? Like right
7:29now, I don't want you to be smart, okay?
7:32I want you to be mine.
7:34Can you do that?
7:37Can you just be mine?
7:43You're slumping.
7:45[sighs] Your legs are giving out, aren't
7:47they?
7:49It's okay. It's okay. I got you here.
7:53I'm holding you up.
7:57I'm going to let your hands go now.
7:59Okay. Slowly. [clears throat]
8:03>> [sighs]
8:03>> There. Bring them down.
8:07Wrap them around my neck. Okay.
8:11Yeah. Good girl. Just like that. Hold on
8:14to me.
8:17Oh god. You're still trembling.
8:20Is it the adrenaline or is it this?
8:27I'm sorry. Okay. I'm sorry I yelled. I'm
8:29sorry I
8:31I'm sorry I had to get rough, but you
8:34weren't hearing me, okay? You were
8:35drowning and I I had to pull you out.
8:40Sometimes
8:42sometimes [clears throat] the only way
8:43to pull you out is to shock the system,
8:47you know.
8:50Do you forgive me?
8:54>> Not if you forgive me.
8:57[snorts] Good. Good. No, here we're
9:00going to going to take a break. Okay,
9:03we're just going to calm down and then
9:06we're going to go to bed. Okay, not
9:09sleep,
9:11but because um I need to be close to
9:14you, okay? I need to feel your skin
9:17against mine without any walls, without
9:21any clothes, without any arguments
9:23between us. I need to remind you who you
9:26belong to because clearly you forgot.
9:31You forgot that you're mine. So
9:35I honestly I plan [clears throat]
9:38to spend the rest of the night making
9:40sure you never ever forget again.
9:44Oh god, look at that.
9:47Your lips are all swollen.
9:50I did that. Gosh.
9:54I like seeing my mark on you. [snorts] I
9:57like seeing the evidence that I was
9:59here, that I affected you. [snorts]
10:05Come here. One more kiss and then then
10:07you're coming with me. Oh, shut up.
10:11Excuse me.
10:20>> [snorts]