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0:00Today I'm just going to talk. I don't

0:01even don't even care to like entertain

0:03you guys. I don't really care to,

0:07you know, do too much today. Gonna keep

0:09it nice and relaxed. Um, but yeah, I'm

0:13just going to let's just talk about I'm

0:15going to talk about where I am right

0:16now. You know, kind of where I am in

0:17life and like what's been on my mind,

0:19what I've been thinking of.

0:22Uh recently what I've been having just

0:23kind of you know repeat itself and just

0:27something I keep circling back to is

0:29like

0:31this understanding that I have built is

0:33something that nobody really

0:34understands. Like I really don't get it.

0:36It's like no other man has figured it

0:38out to my level yet.

0:41Uh and there's obviously guys here and

0:43there a lot of whom you guys know that

0:45like you know they understand like a

0:48certain thing like a lot of guys

0:49understand of course you know marriage

0:51is something you shouldn't do cheating

0:54is okay there's ways around that uh you

0:57know it's all a lie it's all it's all

1:01not true the fact that cheating is

1:02attract like a lot of these ideas that I

1:04have they're not like entirely original

1:07ideas like of course somebody has done

1:09and said all these things before, but

1:11here's a difference between me and all

1:13those people is these people lack

1:15structure. Like a lot of these people

1:17make these inferences based only off of

1:19experience, you know? So like when you

1:21tell them, well, do you think maybe

1:22there's a 0.001%

1:24chance that like there might be a girl

1:25out there that will never cheat on you

1:27or like there might be, you know, a very

1:30slight chance that the world isn't the

1:32way you think. Like they'll say, "Yeah,

1:33maybe." But I just haven't come across

1:35that. So, you know, that's not what I

1:36believe in. But see, I think I see

1:38things really black and white. Like I

1:40don't see it that way. I see it as like

1:42this is the way it is and there's no

1:43other way. That's it. And the difference

1:46is that they are making all those

1:48inferences and all those conclusions

1:50based off of their life experience.

1:52Meaning it's like testing a batch uh and

1:56it's just a sample, right? It's not the

1:58entire population.

2:00So what happens is is there's a little

2:04bit of room left for maybe I'm wrong but

2:07when you have a system like you build a

2:10system which is what I've done like I've

2:11structured it in my head using

2:13experience and then combining it with

2:15psychology and how the human mind works

2:19uh and then applying it to like

2:20everybody's situation like guys you

2:22don't understand I will watch a video

2:25online of like a couple or like some of

2:27the streamers you guys know or the

2:28YouTubers or like anybody that you guys

2:30see on a daily basis where like there's

2:31a couple or there's some kind of female

2:33dynamic or even some guy that's like,

2:35you know, uh trying to pick up girls or

2:37whatever. Anything, anything on the

2:39internet where there's men and women

2:40interacting and I know exactly

2:43[sighs and gasps] what's going on, what

2:45it's indicating, if it's attractive, if

2:47it's unattractive, if it's the right

2:49thing, if it's the wrong thing, like as

2:50in is it going to raise attraction? Is

2:52it going to lower attraction? Could he

2:54have said something better? Could he

2:55have said something worse? Like I know

2:57every scenario. Like I can look at that

2:58[ __ ] and analyze it and go, "Okay, this

3:01guy's losing his girl. This guy's

3:02keeping this girl. This girl loves this

3:04guy. This girl doesn't love this guy."

3:06Which to me is like so normal cuz like

3:09every day I look at these things and

3:11it's so normal to me that I understand

3:13this that I forget that people don't

3:16live life this way, which is unreal.

3:18Unreal. The fact that you guys don't

3:20understand this to my level is crazy.

3:22you are at such a disadvantage cuz I

3:25just move through life and like I meet

3:26people and I see relationships and I I

3:29know I could fix a billionaire's

3:30relationship. I know I could fix a bum's

3:33relationship. I know I could I have the

3:35answers for everybody. Everybody

3:38literally it it's it's a system that is

3:42that can be applied to anything and

3:44it'll work every single time. And for

3:45some reason there's nobody else that has

3:47figured it out to this degree. And of

3:50course there's a lot of guys out there

3:51that like understand psychology and they

3:53talk about female nature. But you see

3:54they always leave out this one missing

3:57piece which is like what's the point of

3:59life? Because if you are going to

4:01understand female and male dynamics you

4:03need to understand well what's the point

4:06of how do you justify throwing away all

4:09of these societal norms? How do you

4:11justify them? Well you have to

4:12understand what is life about. So if

4:14you're in the pursuit of

4:19accomplishing the purpose of life

4:22and the things that you or the things

4:24that I'm telling you to do are going to

4:26help you accomplish the purpose of life

4:27or the point of life, then that

4:29justifies it. Like when I tell you guys

4:31to cheat, it would be to me at least

4:34morally incorrect based on my morality.

4:36But remember, you need to decide what

4:37your morality is. But let's let's not

4:39even use morality. Let's not use right

4:40or wrong cuz I don't believe in that. I

4:42believe that everybody gets to decide

4:43what is right and what is wrong for

4:44them. I believe you do you should have

4:46morality. You shouldn't you know you

4:49should always have a moral compass but

4:50the mor your moral compass should be

4:51your moral compass. It shouldn't be what

4:53society has told you morality is or what

4:56society has told you you should live by.

4:58It should be what you have decided based

5:00on your experiences and what you've seen

5:01and what you are trying to achieve.

5:04That's what morality should be. But

5:06let's not talk about that. Let's talk

5:08about winning and losing. So when it

5:11comes to winning and losing, what's

5:12winning? Winning is duplication.

5:16Cuz we can't even live if we don't

5:17duplicate. So the whole point of life is

5:19life. We need to reproduce. So that's

5:22winning, right? Cuz living is winning

5:24and dying is losing because when you

5:25die, you can't like you're done. You're

5:26finished. And when you live, life

5:29continues and you win, right? That's

5:32what winning is, you know? Continuation,

5:35success, right? You wouldn't succeed if

5:38you didn't reproduce because then if

5:40nobody reproduced, we wouldn't even be

5:41able to succeed or win. We wouldn't be

5:43able to lose or we wouldn't be able to

5:44do anything because we just wouldn't

5:46exist. We would be nothing. We would be

5:49zilch zero. So, so that's the point. So

5:52now, how do you justify cheating on a

5:55woman? Because if society tells you it's

5:56wrong, well, how am I going to tell you

5:59that it's right?

6:01Well, here's the thing. to win in life

6:04and to reproduce as much as possible and

6:06to reproduce with who you want to

6:08reproduce with. And this is the thing,

6:09you don't even need to reproduce. You

6:11can create reproduction. Like for

6:12example, somebody like Elon Musk doesn't

6:13have seven children, however many

6:15children he has. He has hundreds of

6:16thousands because the amounts of jobs

6:18he's created for people has allowed them

6:20to have families. Meaning he's

6:21contributed to life way more than just

6:23seven kids. He's created multiple

6:24children. Because of him, thousands,

6:26tens of thousands of children wouldn't

6:28exist. So, you know, I'm not telling you

6:30you have to go have 50 children. I'm

6:32saying you need to contribute as much as

6:33you can to the expansion of life. Like

6:35that's what I'm for. I'm for life. The

6:38more life, the better it is because

6:39that's more people that are going out

6:40there in the world and trying to figure

6:42out something new and building on

6:43consciousness, which is the whole point.

6:44Like we all we're all curious. We want

6:45to know why we're here. We want to

6:46understand like what is the point of all

6:47this? And we do that by creating more

6:50life because more life is more energy.

6:52And that's more energy going out there

6:53discovering new things, right? That's

6:54what we are. We're naturally curious.

6:56We're discoverers. and uh there there's

6:58nothing else to do but for us to learn

7:00and discover new things and that's how

7:02we move forward and that's how we

7:03continue to grow as humanity like as a

7:06whole. So how do you justify a man

7:09cheating or how do you justify a man

7:12sometimes maybe upsetting the woman?

7:13Well, I'll tell you how is it going to

7:16hurt her if you're going to have 10

7:18girls around. Yeah, she's she's going to

7:20be upset about that. But guess what

7:22makes you a more powerful man? cuz

7:23remember I told you earlier, you have to

7:24be powerful cuz freedom allows you to do

7:26whatever you want to do. And being able

7:29to do whatever you want to do, of

7:30course, if you have a moral compass that

7:32isn't the expansion of life, you're

7:34going to not contribute to life. But if

7:35you have a moral compass that is

7:39contributing to the expansion of life,

7:41you're going to do good. And you're

7:42going to be able to do even more of that

7:43good if you are a guy or a man or

7:47somebody who has power and freedom.

7:48Because guess what? The person right now

7:51who can change as many lives as possible

7:54if they decided to is the person who is

7:55the most empower right because they have

7:57the most power to do something. So power

8:01is what? Power is freedom. That's what

8:03it is. And freedom is power. When you

8:05are free, the more free you are, the

8:07more powerful you are, right? Because

8:10what makes you powerful? Being able to

8:11do whatever the hell you want to do is

8:12power. Like you could do whatever the

8:13hell you want to do and there's no

8:14repercussion. And what that is is

8:16freedom. What's freedom? Freedom is

8:18having the power to do whatever you want

8:19without any any repercussions. So it's

8:20the same goddamn thing. So you

8:23understand that you understand you need

8:24to be free. Well, do you think you're

8:26more free when you have one woman or 10

8:28women around? Like if you have one girl,

8:30all it takes for you to be broken is one

8:32woman. Now, if you have 10 women and one

8:34girl decides that she's upset with you

8:35for something and you mess it up cuz

8:38you, I don't know, cheated on her and

8:39you start apologizing and lying and it's

8:41like whatever. You know, you didn't

8:42follow my protocol. Whatever. Okay. She

8:44leaves you. You got nine girls left.

8:46What? What do you care? You don't care.

8:48So, it allows you to not it allows you

8:52for for you to stay away from that drama

8:55and not get involved in that and

8:56continue focusing on attaining more

8:58power. Like women don't become your

9:00life. Love doesn't become your life.

9:02Emotions doesn't become your life. Your

9:04life is all about continuing to move

9:06forward. And that way you can ensure

9:09that you are constantly contributing.

9:11And that's it. And the reason why you

9:14have to live this way, you have to

9:16contribute is because otherwise you will

9:18have no purpose. And if you have no

9:21purpose, you're going to question why

9:22you're even here and you're not going to

9:23want to be here. These people that end

9:25their lives, they don't end their lives

9:27because they're so

9:29they're so, you know, they have such a

9:31miserable life. It's because they seize

9:32to continue to move forward and that's

9:35it. And the reason why is because

9:37they're they're actually lacking

9:38something which is very important and

9:40it's love. And I know it sounds crazy.

9:42Love, Marcus, aren't you like against

9:44love? No, I'm for love. The thing is,

9:46I'm not for love in places where looking

9:49for it is delusional. Where you guys are

9:51looking for it is delusion. Yes, you can

9:53love a woman, but you know what that's

9:54going to do is make you weak. That's it.

9:57That's all it's going to do. You know

9:58what's going to make you powerful?

10:00Loving yourself, loving God, loving your

10:01purpose, loving where you're going in

10:03life. That is going to make you powerful

10:05because those things cannot be taken

10:07away from you. So if you invest your

10:08love into those things, they will always

10:11be there for you and they will always

10:13repay you. So here's the thing. You got

10:15to define love because a lot of people

10:16think love is like I love you so you

10:18love me or like love is like giving her

10:20flowers or or you know taking care of

10:22somebody. That's love. But you see for

10:25example if it was easy for you to take

10:29care of somebody and you didn't in any

10:33way shape or form lose any time or

10:35energy from it, that's not love. What's

10:37love is if it actually takes up your

10:39time and it takes up your energy and you

10:41want to do something else in life, but

10:42because you care so much about this

10:44person and you love this person, you

10:45sacrifice that time and that energy for

10:47them. That's love. Love is sacrifice.

10:49You are willing to drop everything for

10:51that person. And that is what makes it

10:53love. What makes it love is not that

10:55you're going to buy them flowers. What

10:57makes it love is that you're willing to

10:58throw everything away for that person.

11:01That's why you love your mother so much.

11:02You would sacrifice more for your mother

11:04than anybody else on planet Earth.

11:05That's why you love her so much. Okay?

11:09So the reason why you would sacrifice is

11:11because you love her so much. And the

11:12reason why you love her so much is

11:13because you would sacrifice so much.

11:16So that's what love is. So now a man

11:19who's depressed, who's not moving, who's

11:20not in motion, who isn't trying things,

11:22who isn't doing things, who has no

11:23purpose, who isn't suffering, trying to

11:25figure out what do I do next? You know

11:27what that man isn't doing? You know why

11:29he's depressed?

11:31I'll tell you why he's depressed.

11:32Because he isn't suffer. He isn't

11:35sacrificing. That man isn't sacrificing

11:38anything. He's not sacrificing time,

11:39energy. He's not sacrificing nothing.

11:42He's not sacrificing his sanity or his

11:45well-being or his

11:48right now. He's just sitting still and

11:51he's just he's not feeling anything. And

11:54that's the same as death. When you die,

11:55you don't feel anything. You need to

11:57feel something. Or let's say that man is

11:59feeling sadness. But the thing is, he

12:02really isn't feeling sadness because if

12:03he felt horrible enough, he would get up

12:06and start moving. So, he obviously isn't

12:09feeling it enough to the point where

12:11like, let's go.

12:14And what happens is you get stuck

12:17where you don't make sacrifices. And if

12:19you aren't sacrificing, like this is the

12:21thing. All these men that you look at,

12:23all these people that you know, like

12:25people off the top of your head, the

12:27reason why they are where they are is

12:29because they loved so much. And the

12:32thing is, society covers all that love

12:35up as,

12:38oh, he's crazy, or oh, he's, you know,

12:41he's uh just a really hard worker, or

12:43he's a psychopath, or or whatever. All

12:45these different things. Or he's

12:47miserable because, you know, like that's

12:48not what life is about. You need to

12:49enjoy yourself. No, life is about

12:52suffering because suffering

12:54willingness to s like willingly

12:56suffering that's what life is about.

12:58That's the biggest sacrifice you can

13:00make. You for you to say I am not going

13:02to love a woman right now so that I can

13:05focus on my future and my mission and

13:07what I want to achieve so that I can

13:08attain resources so that I can take care

13:09of the people that I love in the future.

13:12And then I will love women because then

13:14I'll actually have something to provide

13:15for them. And then I'll give my love to

13:16women, to children, to my children, to

13:19to my family. That is sacrifice. Every

13:23guy right now is going to the club,

13:25drinking, smoking. They're not

13:26sacrificing anything. They're not sacrif

13:28You know when they tell you, "No, don't

13:30waste your youth. You're young right

13:32now." That's the point. You need to

13:33waste it. Waste it. Sacrifice it. If you

13:39want to be known and respected and

13:43powerful and free,

13:46sacrifice what everybody else isn't

13:49sacrificing. Sacrifice the time, the

13:52energy, the the even the freedom. You

13:54know what's funny about it is like I'm

13:56as free as can be, but I'm not really

13:58free. Because you see, there's two types

14:00of freedom. And I'm not where I want to

14:02be yet. Like I'm close, but I'm not

14:06there yet. And so what happens is you're

14:09born with freedom because the system

14:10that is built around us is it's an

14:13illusion of freedom. And it's true. It

14:14is freedom. Like these people working a

14:169 toive job. They're not really

14:18miserable because they don't really know

14:19the truth that they could get to the

14:20top. And you not knowing that you could

14:22get to the top. It just kind of keeps

14:24you all right with what you have, right?

14:25It's like cope, but you don't even know

14:26that you're coping. So it's fine. But

14:28these people are free cuz they don't

14:30think about, oh, but I could do this. I

14:32could do that. You know, because

14:33anxiety, it comes from you imagining a

14:36scenario that hasn't yet happened and

14:37imagining something that might happen

14:40and that stresses you out. But like none

14:42of that exists. It's all in your

14:43imagination. But if you don't even go to

14:45that place where you start thinking

14:46about all those future scenarios, which

14:48is what all these 9-5 and morons are do,

14:50they're not even thinking. They're not

14:52conscious, right? They're not thinking

14:53about what if I did this, what if I did

14:54this, what if I quit my job? Oh my god,

14:56I could make this money. No, they're not

14:57thinking about that. So they don't even

14:59have anxiety. They don't they don't

15:00think about all those things. So they

15:01don't they're not anxious about anything

15:02because they don't know that they could

15:04achieve all these things. So they are

15:06free. They're free from the anxiety.

15:08They're free from the stress. But

15:09there's two types of freedom. There's

15:11freedom from something and there's

15:13freedom to do something. Freedom from

15:15something is the average Joe. They're

15:18free from having the responsibility of

15:20attaining and holding power. They're

15:22free from the responsibility of

15:24influencing hundreds of thousands of

15:27people. They don't have to stress about

15:28big business decisions. But you know

15:30what? what they what kind of freedom

15:32they don't have freedom to do things.

15:34They don't have power. Meaning they

15:36don't have the freedom to go on that

15:38trip. They don't have the freedom to buy

15:39that Ferrari. They don't have the

15:40freedom to convince people to love and

15:43respect them and follow them. They don't

15:45have the freedom to do whatever the hell

15:47they want. So this is the thing. Once

15:49you discover the truth, and the truth is

15:50that any of you guys

15:53can get to this point where you are the

15:560.001%.

15:58When you understand that and you

16:00internalize that, that's it. There's no

16:01going back. You can never ever be free

16:04from something ever again because you

16:06know what everything is. And now you

16:08need to attain that freedom. That is the

16:12power type of freedom, right? Not the

16:15unconscious type of freedom, the

16:17powerful type of freedom, the freedom to

16:20do things. If you never achieve that

16:23freedom to do things and that freedom

16:25that is power associated, you will never

16:28ever you will not be free until you get

16:30to that point. So right now you're in

16:32that like in that section where you know

16:34the truth and you feel trapped and

16:37you're trying to get there and all these

16:40people, all of these people, they're all

16:43following society's rules. They're all

16:46conforming. They're going to stay free

16:48from all these things. Fine. But you

16:50should strive

16:52to become free to do things because that

16:54means you actually contributed

16:56because if you aren't in that place that

16:59means that you are just a byproduct of

17:01society and society is supposed to keep

17:02you at the bottom because them keeping

17:03you at the bottom allows them to stay at

17:05the top. The elites stay in first place

17:07by keeping you in second and third.

17:10Okay? If you start to become this

17:12powerful being and you're a young man,

17:14so you have an advantage, right? A lot

17:16of the time your advantage is that

17:17you're younger than these people. Well,

17:19guess what? Now you're a threat to them

17:20and not only them, their kids and their

17:22kids' kids. Because guess what? You

17:24can't blame these people at the top.

17:26Yes. Try to beat them. But can you blame

17:28them? Because if you were them, these

17:30same people that you say should pay more

17:32taxes. If you were them, you wouldn't

17:34want to pay taxes either. And if you

17:35were them, you also would want to ensure

17:38that everybody stays at the bottom so

17:39that you could stay at the top. Now, I

17:41don't agree with this because I believe

17:42that consciousness needs to be expanded.

17:45Meaning that means there needs to be

17:48more life because the only way you can

17:50create energy is more life. Like we are

17:52energy sources. Another life is another

17:56source of energy that can now choose to

17:59use that energy. A lot of people don't

18:00use that energy. So that's why

18:02consciousness builds. Like if there was

18:03only one human being, we wouldn't have

18:05all these things. The reason why we have

18:06all these things and we've gotten so far

18:07is because we keep expanding and it

18:09keeps like developing and developing and

18:10developing and there's another person

18:12doing this and another person doing

18:13that, another person discovering this.

18:14And that's what I believe in because I'm

18:16a curious person. I want to see where we

18:17go and how far we can take it. But back

18:20to what I was saying is you can't blame

18:21these people because they want to stay

18:24at the top and they want their kids to

18:25stay at the top and they want their kids

18:26kids to stay at the top. So you got to

18:28understand the people in power make the

18:30rules because if you aren't in power,

18:32you can't make the rules. like who

18:33decides the rules of the law office or

18:36who decides the rules of like a certain

18:39uh I don't know the let's say who

18:42decides the rules of the

18:45anything any workspace where there's a

18:47boss right the boss decides the rules

18:49meaning the person in the in power the

18:50person with the most amount of power

18:52decides the rules that person is not

18:54going to decide things for you that is

18:56going to help you overthrow them that's

18:57illogical and the thing is we live in a

19:00hierarchy and the whole system like

19:01anybody who believes oh yeah no there's

19:03good people out there that want

19:04equality. No, everybody's selfish.

19:05Everybody's selfish. But that's because

19:07being selfish is the only way to get to

19:09the top. And that's actually the most

19:10selfless thing you can do. Because if

19:11you're not selfish and you're not

19:12narcissistic, that means that you aren't

19:15doing whatever you can do to benefit

19:17yourself. And that means that you aren't

19:18becoming powerful. Because guess what?

19:20All these people at the top, they're

19:22narcissistic, selfish people. There is

19:24nothing wrong with that. That is how you

19:26win. Because these people prioritize

19:28themselves. And because they prioritize

19:29themselves, they win so much that they

19:31become more powerful than everybody

19:32else. And because they're more powerful

19:33than everybody else, they can take care

19:34of all the people around them.

19:37So their selfishness allows them to be

19:39selfless because now they can take care

19:40of all the people they love because of

19:42how selfish they were and how much they

19:44wanted to win and they wanted everybody

19:46else to lose.

19:48And they continue to think this way. And

19:50they're the ones who build the system.

19:51Meaning everything you see around you,

19:52society, monogamy, marriage, all these

19:54things, they're here to keep you at the

19:55bottom. They want to keep you at the

19:57bottom. Do you not understand? They want

19:59to keep you at the bottom. elites want

20:01you to stay at the bottom. What is

20:03feminism? Feminism

20:05is literally feminizing men and it's ma

20:08it's making women masculine.

20:10A woman making money is the most it's

20:13the it's the worst thing ever. Because

20:14when you give a woman money, what does

20:15she say? When you give a man money, he

20:17goes, "I want to start a family." Like

20:19if you gave a man $10 million, he would

20:20go, "Okay, time to start a family. Let

20:22me find a wife and let me have kids."

20:24When you give a woman money, she goes,

20:26"I don't need a man."

20:29And that decreases the population.

20:30What's the point of that? Well, now

20:31they're decreasing the population. So,

20:33they're decreasing the competition

20:34because the less births there are and

20:36the less consciousness there is and the

20:37less lives there, the the most the less

20:40lives there are out there trying new

20:41things and trying to do new things,

20:43well, guess what happens?

20:45Guess. Take a wild guess. There's less

20:48threats to the people at the top because

20:50there's less men trying to overthrow

20:52them. That's it. That's what it is. The

20:55whole world is about power. Nobody.

20:57Nobody is doing anything in your

20:59benefit. Nobody.

21:02That's what it is. That's what it is.

21:04And all of you guys are blind to this. I

21:07wake up every day. I don't even remember

21:09how I started this video. I wake up

21:11every day. I remember I said this in the

21:12beginning. I wake up every day.

21:14Everybody to me is a [ __ ] They're all

21:16idiots.

21:18All of them. The every single one of

21:21these people. I don't understand why

21:22nobody sees this so clearly. Yes, some

21:25men they live a life that kind of aligns

21:27with what I'm saying, but they don't

21:29have a system. Where is the system?

21:30Give, give me the system. I have the

21:33system. I'm giving you the system. I'm

21:34telling you what it's about. Nobody

21:36wants you to win. Only you want you to

21:38win. That's it. So, so why are you

21:41listening to all these people? Why? Ask

21:43yourself that question. Ask yourself the

21:45hard questions. Ask yourself why they

21:46want you to hate certain people and love

21:48certain people. Ask yourself why they

21:49want you to look. You know, today was

21:51the World Cup and I saw a clip of the

21:54World Cup. Uh there was uh on on the

21:57field they wrote out in big letters for

21:59the halftime show, love.

22:02Why is it that the entire world, the

22:03music industry, every movie you watch,

22:06every TV show, everything you hear

22:08about, everything is about love? Why?

22:11Love is weakness. Because love is

22:13sacrifice. And if you love something, it

22:15means you are willing to throw

22:16everything away for for it. That's it.

22:20But there is a love that actually makes

22:23you more powerful. And that's the love

22:25that you find within. Loving yourself,

22:28loving God, loving your purpose. That's

22:30it. That's the only love that you should

22:32be experiencing. Especially right now

22:34when you're young, when the only thing

22:36you're supposed to do right now is win.

22:38That's it. Nothing else. And then later

22:41if you want to be a vulnerable little

22:42[ __ ] with some girl and you you you

22:45say, "You know what? I want to be

22:46vulnerable because I want to feel what

22:47it's like." Because you need to at some

22:48point say, "You know what? I want to

22:51experience love." Cuz you see, somebody

22:53loving you the it doesn't give you the

22:55feeling of love. Cuz love is you

22:56releasing oxytocin and serotonin. And

22:59because somebody loves you, that doesn't

23:00make you love them. You have to active

23:02actively choose to love somebody and

23:04sacrifice for them for you to feel love.

23:07You can't feel somebody else's love for

23:09you. You literally cannot feel somebody

23:11else's emotion for you. It's like when

23:13people say, "I want somebody to love

23:14me." Well, they're just they're just

23:15saying they want somebody to sacrifice

23:16for them. They're not saying they

23:18actually want to feel love. Cuz that's

23:19not how it works. It's like if you say

23:22if you tell somebody, "I want somebody

23:23to be mad for me." You can't feel

23:25somebody else's anger. You can't feel

23:27somebody else's emotions. You can only

23:28feel your own emotions. So if you want

23:30to love, you need to give more love. But

23:33right now, right now, you need to be

23:35selfish and you need to keep that love

23:37within and you need to give yourself

23:40more love, give life more love, give

23:42living more love. And then later down

23:44the line, sacrifice. Sacrifice for your

23:48mother, sacrifice for your father,

23:51sacrifice for your children. But see,

23:53here's the even deeper meaning to all of

23:55this. If you choose right now

23:59not to love, not to sacrifice, that is

24:03the biggest sacrifice because you are

24:06cutting off those receptors. You are

24:08cutting off oxytocin and serotonin

24:11release. You're saying, "I'm not going

24:12to feel this deep, incredible emotion so

24:16that I can one day take care of all the

24:18people that I want to take care of. My

24:19parents, I can retire them. My kids, I

24:22can provide a good life for them." That

24:24is the ultimate sacrifice. The sacrifice

24:28of love. Like you say, I don't even need

24:30love. Screw love. I am going to do what

24:34is logical and going to get me to the

24:37top so that later I can take care of all

24:38the people I love. And if that means

24:39that I am not going to feel all these

24:41deep meaning meaningful emotions that

24:43everybody else wants to feel, I'm going

24:45to say, you know what? I don't want to

24:46feel those things.

24:49I don't have to feel those things.

24:51You've made the ultimate sacrifice. Now,

24:54every day you wake up, it could be a

24:55good day, it could be a bad day, it

24:57doesn't matter. You made such an

24:58incredible sacrifice that you're just

25:00happy to be here. I'm happy to be here

25:02every day. Something doesn't go my way,

25:03I don't care. It's all part of the

25:05process. It's it's it's life and I love

25:09it.

25:10That's it. I It is a part of life and I

25:14understand that and I appreciate life

25:16for what it is.

25:18And if it doesn't go my way, it's fine.

25:20And if it does go my way, that's great,

25:22too.

25:25But that's what makes life life. And

25:27that's what makes all these experiences

25:29worth it. The polar opposite, the bad

25:31makes the good worth it. And so the

25:34conclusion is that no matter what

25:36happens, I am just happy to have the

25:39opportunity to live another day. And

25:42that's where you need to get to. and

25:44everything else will follow because then

25:47you become like this source of energy

25:50that is unstoppable.

25:52You don't rely on anything, anyone, just

25:56your mind, your body, and your soul.

26:01And now it's like you feel so grounded

26:03and connected.

26:06And you feel so

26:10so spiritually just like you're living

26:15and you almost feel like you're the only

26:17one. Like it's only you. There's nobody

26:19else around. Even though you know people

26:21and you love people and there are people

26:22that you care about [sighs]

26:24and other people love you and they care

26:25about you, but like you feel like you

26:27just like it's just you

26:30and everything goes quiet

26:33and you think so clear.

26:37And that's where I want you to get to.

26:39What I want you to do is I want you to

26:41sacrifice as much as possible.

26:46Because the more you sacrifice,

26:50the more you're going to feel this

26:51feeling that you've been craving this

26:52whole time. It doesn't come from women.

26:55It comes from within. It's It's been

26:57there the whole time.

27:00You already It's right there. It's up to

27:03you. It's up to you to decide

27:07to feel it.

27:10But you need to first decide, you need

27:12to f first make the conscious decision

27:16that whatever God life the world is

27:20going to throw at you, you're ready for

27:21it.

27:23If you're going to get killed for this

27:25new thing that you are trying to push

27:27out there into the world, that's fine.

27:30If you're going to be hated for it,

27:32that's okay, too.

27:37You have to just accept it, whatever it

27:40is, and just live. Live. Try to figure

27:43out something new. Try to expand

27:45consciousness. Try to contribute. And

27:48that is going to give you so much

27:49meaning, so much purpose. You're never

27:52ever going to question why you are here,

27:55what you are doing,

27:58or what's the point. You will know

28:02because you are so full of love.

28:05and sacrifice.

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