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Consciousness is the one thing in this universe that can't be an illusion

0:00Consciousness [music]

0:01is the one thing in this universe that

0:03actually can't be an illusion, right? I

0:05mean, even if we're in the matrix, if

0:07this is just a simulation, if we're

0:08confused about everything, if our

0:10physics is fake physics cuz we're not in

0:13touch with the base layer of reality,

0:15[music] if this is all a dream, you

0:16know, if you're the only person who

0:17exists and we're all in your dream, no

0:19matter how confused you could be about

0:21the nature of reality, [music] one thing

0:24you can't be confused about is that

0:25something seems to be happening. And

0:28that seeming is the fact of

0:30consciousness.

Sam Harris on the illusion of the Self

0:37Should we give up the idea of distinct

0:39selves as simply incoherence?

0:44>> Well, first let me say it's a pleasure

0:46to almost be there with you. Sounds like

0:48I'm escaping the sweltering heat, but um

0:50it's an honor to be invited. Thank you.

0:53Um

0:54well there there's one sense of the term

0:57self and it's I believe it's the most

0:59common one and it's it's the sense that

1:01we feel subjectively most of us most of

1:04the time which I think is genuinely an

1:07illusion and leads to other illusions

1:10cognitive and and and moral. It's the

1:13it's the other side of the coin of the

1:15sense of free will that that uh puzzles

1:18so many people. Um so you know I would

1:21ask you to just notice this feeling in

1:24yourself if you have it and if you're

1:26like 99% of people you will you'll get

1:29this sense that you feel that there is a

1:32subject

1:34a kind of unchanging point from which

1:36you notice experience which is which

1:39doesn't leave you merely identical to

1:42experience rather you feel like you're

1:43appropriating

1:45your experience. You're having an

1:46experience. There's a there's there's a

1:49place from which you can aim your

1:51attention at the various objects of

1:54experience and and most of if not all of

1:57your experience has this subject object

2:00character where you're you're the

2:02subject noticing sights and sounds and

2:05sensations and thoughts and moods. Um

2:09and that subject is an illusion and we

2:12we can know that really from two sides.

2:14First of all, from from the third person

2:17side, neurologically it makes no sense.

2:19There's no there's no place in the brain

2:21for your ego to be hiding. Um, but more

2:25importantly, I think from the first

2:26person side, subjectively as a matter of

2:29direct experience, you can look for this

2:32sense of self, you can look for the eye

2:34in the middle of experience and fail to

2:37find it in a way that is conclusive. And

2:39and this this effort goes by, you know,

2:42many modes and many names. I mean this

2:44is something that meditation in various

2:47practices directly targets people using

2:51psychedelics have had this experience

2:53but there's there's a vast testimony

2:56to the um the perturbability of and and

3:00the transency of this sense of self and

3:03I would actually say that most people

3:04even if they're not meditating or or

3:05taking psychedelics they're continually

3:08losing this sense of self without

3:10noticing it which is to say you you can

3:12lose yourself in your work you lose

3:14yourself in a in athletic performance.

3:16You can lose yourself just in in this in

3:19an outgoing act of attention where you

3:21you actually

3:23the clear sense of self becomes kind of

3:25retrospective when you when you when you

3:28take stock of yourself you you then

3:30notice it. But it I it is it is um

3:33continually interrupted I would say. Uh

3:35but to interrupt it consciously as an

3:38act of contemplation is very different

3:40because then you can then you can

3:41actually be free of it more or less

3:44whenever you whenever you remember to

3:47pay attention and that's a that's a very

3:49different movement through life. Let's

Roger Penrose on the corpus callosotomy procedure and dual consciousness

3:52bring Roger in here. Roger, does this

3:54idea of distinct selves make sense or is

3:57it an incoherent notion? And just to

4:00bring in Sam's point from the get-go

4:02there as well, does it make sense to

4:04have an illusory self or is that

4:08illusion of every instance of the thing

4:09which uh which which we typically take

4:12to be the

4:13>> I mean I regard the question of self as

4:16all tied up intimately with the issue of

4:19consciousness

4:20>> and if you weren't conscious there

4:23concept would even wouldn't even be

4:25discussed. But um there are I remember

4:28reading long time ago now um examples of

4:32a patient who had um serious epilepsy or

4:35something and the opera they performed

4:38an operation which seemed to me pretty

4:40extreme of dividing the brain into two

4:43separate halves. I don't know how

4:44separate it was too. There's no doubt it

4:46was the cerebrum and not the cerebellum

4:49but still and this person almost

4:52considered herself or maybe people

4:55considered that that that they became

4:58two separate people in a sense so that

5:00it did seem to be tied up with the very

5:03way the brain is organized and that with

5:06this split brain person they could do

5:08one thing with one hand and the other

5:09side wouldn't know what was going on. It

5:13struck me as rather well the whole thing

5:14is rather awful. But apart from that um

5:19in does the presumably single self that

5:22this person had previously

5:25what does happen to that when it becomes

5:27does it become two selves later on? I

5:30have no idea. So I'm just filled with

5:32lots of question marks when I think

5:34about this problem. The question of

5:36consciousness is bad enough. Um

5:39it seems that if these person with a

5:42split brain in this experiment or this I

5:45don't think it was an experiment. I'm

5:46not sure. It's supposed to be a

5:47treatment.

5:48>> Um if this person was considered to have

5:50two selves at that stage

5:53um well raises a difficult question as

5:56to what you mean by the the self and

5:58consciousness and presumably the

6:00memories of the past were shared by the

6:04people if I can use that term. I'm not

6:06sure. I don't know that the descriptions

6:08I read of this situation was were

6:10detailed enough for me to form a real

6:12view about it. But it did seem to me

6:14that has bearing on this question and uh

6:17it's one of the few experiments which I

6:19know of. I don't as I say not even an

6:21experiment as far as I know treatment I

6:23guess it was that I know of which uh

6:26have some bearing on the question. Of

6:28course you could imagine somebody to be

6:30unconscious. Could one side of the brain

6:32be unconscious as the Well, then you

6:34have to ask a dolphin I suppose because

6:36the dolphins go to sleep one side and

6:39the other side separately and to a

6:42dolphin that must be strange effect. I

6:44mean are they still awake all the time

6:47but yet being in sense having a

6:48different self? I have no idea. I'm just

6:51raising these points. Uh sort of

6:53scientific issues which might have

6:55relevance to the general question.

Dreams and memories in the labyrinth of consciousness

6:58Can I can I ask you this just before we

7:00bring in Sophie? So you raised the split

7:02brain case as a problem of split

7:04someone's brain either both sides are

7:06them, neither side of the brain is them

7:08or one or the other is them. And that

7:09seems like a a big philosophical problem

7:11if your view is that ourselves are

7:14identical to our consciousness. But I

7:17just want to ask you this before we

7:18bring Sophie in. Is do you take the self

7:21to be identical to our stream of

7:23consciousness or is it more of our

7:25capacity to be conscious which were

7:28identical to?

7:28>> I see what you mean. Does one sew all

7:31the conscious experiences up together

7:33>> and make one

7:36thing out of it all?

7:37>> I think one does. But to what extent is

7:40this a feature of memory? because the

7:42memory transcends this and you remember

7:45events which took place when before you

7:48went to sleep or something but then when

7:49you are asleep you're still to some

7:51degree conscious if you're dreaming

7:54>> and I suddenly experience I'm not

7:56somebody who has a what they call vivid

7:58what's the there's a term people use to

8:00dream

8:00>> a lucid dreaming

8:01>> lucid that's right now the only one

8:03experience of that nature which I

8:05remember is in my dream I was walking

8:07around in New York and I was getting

8:10turning the wrong way and turning around

8:11get completely and utterly lost and I

8:14didn't know what to do. So I went into

8:16this store. It's a store cuz it was

8:19America into the store and I decided

8:21well look if this is a dream I can walk

8:24on the ceiling. So what I did is walk on

8:26the ceiling. So I said yeah it's a

8:28dream. Could I wake up? No. I had a lot

8:31of trouble. [laughter]

8:33I don't know the releance of relevance

8:35of this.

8:36>> Maybe it wasn't a dream. Maybe you're in

8:37New York [laughter] and there's some

8:39pretty crazy CCTV footage out there of

8:41you

8:42>> walk on the ceiling.

8:43>> You can speculate about these things. I

8:45think I was dreaming to be walking on

8:47the ceiling. [laughter]

8:48>> I wouldn't put it past you, Roger. You

8:50We have laws against that in America.

8:53[laughter]

Sophie Scott on neuroscience, cell renewal, and being social primates

8:56>> Uh Sophie, is this idea of multiple

8:58self, distinct selves within one body an

9:02incoherent notion? I mean, I think it's

9:05something that definitely requires as as

9:06both Sam and Professor Penrose have

9:09already said that you you've got to have

9:10some definition of exactly what you mean

9:12by that. So, do we mean conscious

9:13awareness, a sense of being the subject

9:16of your experiences or do we mean

9:18something that's like a a sense of

9:19yourself [snorts] as a coherent person

9:23with sense of identity around that? You

9:24know, these we need to define that. And

9:26in the introduction, we were going

9:28across several different levels of

9:30analysis. So I think it is worth trying

9:31to get into that in more detail. I think

9:34it's also worth bearing in mind that

9:35you've got that 86 billion brain cells

9:39and you were born with almost all of

9:41them. So over the course of every 10

9:43years or so, you get a completely new

9:45body except for the hair cells in your

9:48ears, the lens cells in your crystalline

9:51lens in your eyes, your um egg cells if

9:54you're female, and your neurons.

9:57Everything else is renewed. everything

9:59else is changing. So if you look at a

10:00photograph of yourself as a baby, none

10:02of that person is there anymore except

10:04for primarily your eyes, your ears, and

10:06your brain. And of course, that's one of

10:09the reasons why you would have, you

10:11know, if you lose your bra aspects of

10:13brain function, it will have tremendous

10:15impact on how you're able to actually

10:17function. But of course, it's also there

10:19because that is where your your memories

10:21are stored. They're not being renewed.

10:22They are stored within that system,

10:24stored in a very clever way. And your

10:27the purpose I suppose of us many ideas

10:30of what we mean by a sense of self or

10:32kind of a subjective experience of the

10:34world is arising from the function of

10:37that network. And anything that changes

10:39in your brain, anything you learn,

10:41anything that you remember from today is

10:43going to be because that network has

10:44remodeled and changed. The brain cells

10:46are talking to each other slightly

10:47differently. And that's how we encode

10:49information. There isn't anything else.

10:52That is the sum total. is an enormous

10:54structure, but that's that is that's

10:56what you've got to learn with and to be

10:58you. I think the only other thing I'd be

11:00interested in thinking about is selves

11:04or a self sense of self in terms of your

11:06interactions with other people because

11:08we're social primates. Our lives have

11:10meaning largely in the interactions we

11:12have with others. And that requires you

11:15not only to have a sense of the idea of

11:17other people's sense of selves and how

11:18they could be thinking and could be

11:20thinking differently from you about

11:22things but also arguably you need to

11:24have a model of how they're seeing you.

11:26What is their model of you as a self? So

11:29the kind of the social elements of this

11:30and of and the big changes I'm a very

11:33different person if I've been talking on

11:34the phone to my mom than I am if I've

11:37interacting with the police. You know,

11:38there's many different aspects of my

11:40behavior in place. And I got run over by

11:43somebody on a um a lime bike a couple of

11:47weeks ago.

11:47>> I ran over somebody on a line bike.

11:50>> I don't think it was you. I think you'd

11:51remember cuz I discovered that in my

11:53fight orflight response leans heavily on

11:55fight. I was very very cross and I

11:59couldn't understand. I could not

12:01understand why the woman kept asking if

12:03I was okay.

12:04>> Why you this stupid question, you

12:06absolute idiot. you haven't realized how

12:07stupid you've been. And I just hang on,

12:09hang on. Okay, she's just run me over

12:11with her bike. She's probably worried

12:12that she's hurt me physically. And I

12:15just, it took me minutes to get to that.

12:17So, you know, within milliseconds, you

12:19can be pro prompted into a place. I'm

12:21not normally that unpleasant. um

12:23[laughter]

12:24the normally running into me on a bike

12:26to will take you there but it's um that

12:29was a very you know I was just propelled

12:31into a completely different state of

12:33awareness fully driven by emotion which

12:36is of course a huge element of what we

12:38have seen which affects everything that

12:39everyone's talked about so far

Where is the theatre of experience located?

12:41>> well it's interesting the main question

12:42we've asked there is whether it's

12:43coherence to our distinct selves but

12:45you've all seem to set out your stall in

12:47regards to what it is to be a self to

12:49begin with and if I'm getting this right

12:51Sam thinks that selves are losery. Roger

12:54thinks that selves are constituted by

12:57consciousness and you seem to be saying

12:59that it's your brain, the contents of

13:00your brain and what other people see you

13:02as as well. So Sam, if the self's

13:07illusory, how do you make sense of

13:09conscious experiences and the contents

13:11of those experiences? Like where where

13:14is that conscious experience happening

13:16if not mine and myself now and yours and

13:19and yourself now? Where is this this

13:21theater of experience on your view?

13:24>> Well, we should distinguish

13:26consciousness from the self.

13:29In my view, consciousness is the one

13:32thing in this universe that actually

13:33can't be an illusion, right? Right? I

13:35mean, even if we're in the matrix, if

13:37this is just a simulation, if we're

13:38confused about everything, if our

13:40physics is fake physics cuz we're not in

13:43touch with the base layer of reality, if

13:45this is all a dream, you know, if you're

13:46the only person who exists and we're all

13:48in your dream, no matter how confused

13:50you could be about the nature of

13:52reality,

13:53one thing you can't be confused about is

13:55that something seems to be happening.

13:57And that seeming is the fact of

14:00consciousness. So I I'm I'm quite um

14:03convinced that consciousness as a

14:05concept and as a as a starting point

14:08just epistemologically to know anything

14:10is foundational. But that doesn't answer

14:13the question how to how it relates to

14:15the physics of things. Right? So I think

14:16the the jury is still out on just how to

14:20how to solve the the so-called mind body

14:22problem. uh which is to relate the the

14:25the fact that there's something that

14:26it's like to be us with the fact that

14:29that much of what's going on in the

14:31universe at least from the outside

14:32appears not to be conscious or not to be

14:35a basis for consciousness and and there

14:37are many different views that that

14:39people I'm sure have heard about uh you

14:41know idealism

14:43physicalism pansychism etc. Um I think

14:47you can table all of that all the

14:49metaphysics there and talk about the

14:51nature of experience however and come to

14:54realize that this uh notion of a center

14:59in the middle of consciousness that is

15:01unchanging this feeling of eye this

15:03feeling that it's that I'm behind my

15:05face that I'm a subject up in the head

15:08uh in some sense riding around in my

15:11body as a kind of passenger that that

15:13really is the default sense that I most

15:16people are referring to when they're

15:18talking about a self. They they don't

15:20feel identical to their bodies. They

15:22feel like they have bodies. They feel

15:24like they feel like they're in their in

15:26relationship to their body. If you have

15:27a terrible pain in your knee, you very

15:30likely feel like you're up in your head

15:31in some basic sense now resisting this

15:34pain, right? And this the pain is down

15:36there and you wish you wish it would go

15:38away. You know, everyone starts there.

15:40If if if you really try to interrogate

15:42this contemplatively, if you if you

15:44learn to meditate or you you have some

15:47other mode of introspection, you do

15:49start as this sense of being a subject

15:51in the head that is now trying to to

15:54figure out what's real about this sense

15:56of self. Um it is that sense that is

16:00elucery and it's it's that sense to

16:02connect with what Roger said about the

16:03split brain procedure. It's that sense

Split brain patients have two distinct consciousnesses

16:05that I think very clearly can be

16:07divided. I think when you when you cut

16:09the corpus colossum which is the the the

16:11series of of white matter tracks that

16:13that connect the two hemispheres of the

16:15brain that occasionally get get severed

16:17in in a surgery to mitigate grandmal

16:20seizures. Um when you cut the cut all of

16:22those fibers you are you were certainly

16:25dividing the access that each half of

16:28the brain has to certain phenomenal

16:31states. You know the sights, sounds,

16:32sensations and also motor control. And

16:36you do almost certainly produce two

16:39separate fields of experience which are

16:42not no longer integrated. And if if um

16:45and so as a matter of consciousness

16:47those are now separate, you know,

16:48conscious access to contents. But I

16:50would say as a matter of of a felt sense

16:53that there's a subject too. I think I

16:57think the question is probably open

16:58whether or not both hemispheres of the

16:59brain would form that to precisely the

17:01same degree. But um you know there's it

17:05was clear in for from some of the that

17:06fascinating research that they're almost

17:09different people in the in the two

17:10hemispheres. I mean they they have

17:12different beliefs. They have different

17:13desires. They can fight they can get

17:16into a tug of war over objects with you

17:18know the right and left hand.

17:19>> You know one one subject was embracing

17:22his wife while the other sub while the

17:23other with with one hand and trying to

17:25strangle her with another. Uh in any

17:28case, yeah, I think uh the sense that

17:31there's nothing lost at the level of

17:32consciousness really if you lose the

17:35sense of self except you lose the sense

17:37of self. And that that should give you

17:38some indication that it is a it is

17:41itself an object of consciousness. It is

17:43a it is an appearance of some kind.

17:45Otherwise, you could never feel that it

17:47could change or be lost. Yeah, that's uh

Is the Self continuous across time or caught in a constant cycle of death and rebirth?

17:50Roger, when you set out your your stall,

17:52you sort of gave your view, but also

17:54laid your own trap and said, "Here's my

17:56position, but here's the problem with my

17:58position." Have you got any uh

18:00intuitions on how it might be solved? It

18:02seems like more of a problem in terms of

18:04the self for your view than it does for

18:06for Sam's. I guess the question as you

18:08raised it was not just the question of

18:11consciousness but why one identifies the

18:15consciousness as a continuous thing

18:17which goes from early one's early

18:20childhood and remains the same thing in

18:22a certain sense until death which is the

18:26sort of a rational sort of view or is

18:29there a sense in which it starts all

18:30over again each time you wake up or

18:33whatever it is have a start having a

18:35dream or something I suppose

18:37And to identify it with the earlier ones

18:40is is a feature of memory.

18:43>> Now is it only memory? I suppose that's

18:45your question. Or is there in sense some

18:48entity which continues right through

18:52>> and then if someone under goes one of

18:54these split brain poor poor person

18:57operations to what happens to that

19:02train of experience? Do they

19:04I don't know the I mean I'm just it's a

19:06long-winded saying don't know I think

The curious case of Clive Wearing

19:08>> but Sophie you think memor is important

19:11here John Lock's example of the maybe

19:13he's got the first uh body swap tale got

19:17lots in in Hollywood now but the cobbler

19:20and the prince is locked. So, the

19:21cobbler wakes up in the prince's body.

19:23The prince wakes up in the cobbler's

19:24body. And it's because they have the

19:26same memories and the stream of

19:28consciousness that Roger's talking about

19:30that Loach thinks they're the same

19:32person despite having a completely

19:34different physical vessel which they

19:36occupy. Would you would you see yourself

19:38in part of that tradition that Loach was

19:39defending?

19:40>> I mean, yes. In that if you had a brain

19:44transplant, you would it would be a body

19:46swap. It would be your brain is you.

19:48That's the sort of where we're fairly

19:50confident you can have a heart

19:52transplant and you're not a different

19:53person. Um there are some really

19:56interesting points around memory. I was

19:59talking to Tom Manley my partner from

20:00Cambridge University and he's um we were

20:03talking about Clive Wearing earlier who

20:06is somebody who had a really horrible

20:09case of herpes and keilitis which is

20:12very very destructive of neural tissue.

20:14Different kinds of brain damage causes

20:16different kinds of damage. You intensity

20:18of damage and herpes really does it just

20:20destroys brain tissue. Do not catch it.

20:23Um and he how don't you catch it?

20:26>> Well, unfortunately most of us have got

20:28herpes. It's g cold sor. So we're we're

20:30kind of um

20:32>> and it's he's left and he's still alive.

20:36He was a musician. He worked at the BBC

20:38and he is left densely densely amnestic.

20:42He cannot form new memories. He has

20:45barely any access to old memories to the

20:47extent to which his conscious awareness

20:49is that he is continuously just waking

20:52up from a coma. Every other person with

20:55amnesia, you can give them a diary and

20:56they can write things down in their

20:58diary and they will make some use of

20:59that. He comes to across his diary and

21:00goes, "Someone's been writing in this."

21:02Crosses it out and then writes in, "I'm

21:04awake for the first time." Few

21:07seconds pass, he'll go, "Someone's been

21:09writing in my diary." Crosses it out. So

21:11he has it's desperate. It's horrible

21:14horrible situation. The weird thing is

21:17he knows who he is.

21:20>> He knows he he knows his name. He knows

21:22his wife. He can learn procedural things

21:25like where cups go in a cupboard. The

21:27sort of you know sensory motor stuff you

21:29don't need to have a a more detailed

21:31analysis maybe to learn maybe resting on

21:32different brain systems that he and he

21:35when he engages with music he is

21:37completely

21:38totally engaged. He can bring he can

21:40conduct music without flaw knows what

21:42he's doing. Outside of those few things,

21:45he really is absolutely all at sea

21:47except he knows himself.

21:49>> So there is some interesting kind of

21:53maybe that's what you're seeing of the

21:54self when you've taken away all

21:56possibility of memory helping you is a

21:58sense of who you are but nothing else

22:00until other things like your wife

22:02turning up or someone plays music that

22:03gives you something to hold on to. So,

Memory situates the Self

22:06so memory isn't necessary for for being

22:08a self.

22:09>> It's not maybe not necessary for being a

22:11self, but it maybe is necessary for

22:12being able to re situate that self into

22:16something that's meaningful and which

22:18calms you because he also has desperate

22:20problems with emotion regulation. Terri.

22:22He's very frightened and upset by what's

22:24happened. And your memories help you do

22:26that. If I go to sleep and I wake up the

22:28next day and everything about me is

22:30familiar, then memory is helping me not

22:31panic. If I woke up somewhere new and I

22:33didn't know where I was, I would be

22:35frightened. So memory is really

22:37important in helping us understand and

22:40that's the world around us. And of

22:41course, it's really help that's really

22:42important for being able to just

22:44regulate our moods within that.

22:46>> Well, let me push you on this and get

22:47some more of your thoughts on it. You

22:49gave the example earlier of, you know,

22:52you're a different person when you speak

22:53to your mother than when you do to the

22:55police. And that seems

22:56>> I'm not always talking to the police.

22:57I'm just an example. Just an example.

23:00And the the thought there is right we

23:02have different we all know we have

23:03different aspects of our personality but

23:04we still think it's the same me the same

23:07entity which was there 10 years ago 10

23:09minutes ago 10 seconds ago it's the same

23:11me throughout time there so I wonder

23:14what you think more particularly about

23:16whether or not we could have multiple of

23:19those entities which are me throughout

23:21time in one brain. So for example, you

23:23get people with uh like schizophrenia

23:26who feel like they've got multiple inner

23:28voices in their heads. People with cot

23:30syndrome who feel as if they're dead or

23:33they're having the thoughts of someone

23:34who's passed away and they don't feel

23:37like those thoughts are their thoughts

23:39but someone who's deceased like are

23:41those

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