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0:00Hello, Anita, and welcome to your
0:02personal reading. First and foremost, I
0:04just want to say thank you so much for
0:05trusting me as a reader to take a look
0:07into your energy. Per the reading that
0:09you purchased and the information that
0:10you provided, we're obviously going to
0:11be looking at your recent past, current
0:13energy, and immediate future. Ultimately
0:15answering the question, what do you need
0:16to know right now in order to move what
0:18do you need to know and do right now in
0:20order to move forward in alignment with
0:21your higher self? And I know that you're
0:22looking for guidance particularly around
0:24your career and creating more abundance
0:26in your life. Um, so that's what we're
0:28going to focus on. I'm going to trust
0:30that spirit has the messages for you. I
0:32don't do future predictions, but my goal
0:34is ultimately to help you find the
0:36solutions or to guide you to finding the
0:39solutions um on how to move forward in
0:42the best possible way for yourself. All
0:43right, let's look at this recent past
0:46here.
0:47What have you been dealing with here,
0:49Anita?
1:06Okay. The answers you need are coming.
1:08Have faith in your dreams. Balance
1:09spirituality and practicality with look
1:11at the bigger picture. You know, I think
1:13you kind of hit the nail on the head
1:15when you said you felt like you were
1:16stuck in some sort of loop. I feel like
1:19sometimes we look at things in a really
1:21practical way and the way that we look
1:23at things is going to be based on the
1:25map that we've used to this point. So
1:26like we have a certain understanding of
1:29what we need to do in order to receive
1:31abundance. So we try to do that exact
1:33same thing to receive abundance, but if
1:36that doesn't align with what it is that
1:38we really deserve or what's best for us
1:40or what's in alignment with our highest
1:41good, eventually that map won't create
1:45the same solutions anymore. And I feel
1:46like that's kind of what you're
1:48experiencing right now, which is why
1:49you're feeling really lost. It's not
1:51because you actually are lost, but
1:54because you're having to redirect in a
1:56direction that is a little bit off of
1:58your map. So, I feel like this past
2:00energy is like you've been trying to use
2:02this old map to create certain
2:05solutions, you know, applying for the
2:06same types of jobs in the same types of
2:08ways and and kind of experiencing um
2:11that not working out. Not because you
2:13don't deserve to have the abundance that
2:14you need and that you desire, but
2:16because you might be headed in a
2:19different direction than you think. And
2:20I think that that's a lot of what this
2:21reading is going to be really breaking
2:23down.
2:24Okay,
2:28let's look at your current energy here.
3:04interesting. Feel like we're looking for
3:07a specific card. A time to give rather
3:10than take.
3:13So this is a period of investment. A lot
3:16of times a time to give rather than than
3:18take can be a period of like building
3:21something or investing in something
3:24for delayed gratification like
3:28eventually it will pay off even if it
3:30doesn't look like it's going to pay off
3:32in like in the immediate
3:34um in your immediate energy. So I don't
3:37know what this is about. Withhold your
3:39vision here and then you have meditate
3:41and contemplate. This card is always an
3:44indication that you're receiving divine
3:47guidance on what you're needing to be
3:48investing in right now. But I feel like
3:50okay yeah with this balanced
3:52spirituality and practicality I feel
3:54like your like logic and like what you
3:57practically think you need to do versus
3:59like what you're spiritually being
4:01guided to which will will create what it
4:03is that you need. Those things are
4:04fighting with each other right now
4:06because I feel like logically you're
4:10you're like oh things need to look like
4:12this. I need to have this job or it
4:13needs to be in this way. That's how I'm
4:15going to receive. And spiritually
4:17though, it does feel like you're being
4:18led toward a path that, like I said, it
4:20is very off of your map and it maybe
4:22doesn't make a lot of logical sense to
4:24you, but it opens up the door for more
4:26abundance in some way. So, this is like
4:29this is being pushed into some sort of a
4:32redirection here.
4:35What are you needing to know moving
4:36forward?
4:50It's time to take action and it's time
4:52to release negativity.
4:55Both of these cards saying it's time
4:57[snorts]
4:59to act on something, to pursue
5:02something, to put yourself out there in
5:04some sort of way with it. It's it's time
5:06to release negativity. This is
5:08interesting. I'm interested to know what
5:11that
5:12is referring to. What does this all lead
5:15to?
5:29A new start. You have a new start is
5:32coming with the answers you need are
5:34coming. That's so interesting. It's
5:36time. It's coming.
5:40So, it's coming. It's time. And then you
5:42have the end of a tough cycle
5:43approaches. So, that you are being led
5:45to some sort of a new beginning.
5:48But I I feel like I when I said like
5:50it's it's off your map, like something
5:53that's
5:55different than what you've done in the
5:57past. I feel like that's because this
5:59it's time to release negativity. I feel
6:01like this might be an attachment to
6:02certain like either the either like the
6:04physical manifestation of like the
6:06attachment to to certain ideas of how
6:08you think things need to play out versus
6:11like taking a risk towards something
6:12new.
6:14But taking a risk towards something new
6:16is actually what
6:19would lead you to some sort of a new
6:21beginning here.
6:23So
6:27I don't know. Let's keep going. This is
6:29my angels of abundance deck. So this
6:30isn't necessarily just about like
6:32career. It is about um
6:36creating space and room for abundance in
6:38your life. So, we'll see what this has
6:41to say about um your current situation.
6:47[snorts]
7:17words of abundance.
7:19You have the ability to instantly
7:21manifest abundance by choosing
7:22powerfully positive words. Always
7:25describe your own and the world's
7:27economic situation in loving and
7:29optimistic terms. And that is what you
7:31attract for yourself and others. You
7:33know, when we're in lack, we have a
7:34tendency to really
7:37um talk about our like our lack a lot,
7:40right? To be like, well, I don't have
7:41what I need. I don't know how I'm going
7:43to have what I need. I can't afford
7:44this. I can't have this. I can't do this
7:45because of XYZ. Um it's kind of funny
7:48cuz there's a rule in my household um
7:52between me and my husband. It's a rule
7:53for both of us where when one person
7:56starts like kind of heading down the
7:59path of like getting really negative or
8:02saying certain things about like our
8:03financial situation, oh, we can't afford
8:05that or we might not be able to do that
8:06cuz we won't have the money or like we
8:07don't have the money that we need for
8:08XYZ. Like the other person is um
8:12obligated to correct them and be like
8:15let's rephrase that because sometimes we
8:17don't realize how powerfully how
8:18powerful our words really are. And the
8:21more you know our brain is going to look
8:23for proof of whatever you tell it to be
8:25true. So if you are constantly telling
8:26it I can't afford this, I don't have the
8:28money that I need. This is you know this
8:30isn't working. This never works. I don't
8:32have you know it's like these
8:34expectations start to create um how you
8:37perceive your environment which is going
8:39to limit certain opportunities that you
8:41are going to see. So I feel like this is
8:43like just a small kind of side note of
8:45like reframing your verbiage around your
8:48current situation. It doesn't mean you
8:50need to be like, oh, everything is great
8:51all the time. But, you know, being able
8:53to reach for the most optimistic thing
8:55you're able to in the moment, which can
8:56be like, I'm open to creative [snorts]
8:58solutions for abundance. I'm open to
9:01whatever path is meant to take me to
9:02where I'm supposed to go. Like, that is
9:04within itself already very
9:06solutionoriented instead of like I don't
9:08have what I need, never will, period.
9:12Um, because sometimes that can trap us
9:14in anxiety and make us feel even more
9:16stuck. Okay, let's see what else we've
9:18got here.
9:20One more.
9:25I wasn't going to choose this deck, but
9:27I felt
9:29I felt very drawn to it.
9:34Savings.
9:37As you consistently save for your
9:39future, your future is saved. You do
9:41your future self a big favor as you
9:42consistently set aside present funds.
9:44This is a part of your self-care and
9:46path to feeling secure is you focus on
9:48your life purpose. Um,
9:53obviously when you don't have a job and
9:56you're struggling to bring money in,
9:59um, it's hard to put other money aside.
10:03I feel like what this card is really
10:05talking about more so is focusing on
10:09financial sit financial decisions that
10:12prioritize your future self that kind of
10:16set your future self up for success
10:17because I feel like right now I mean
10:19when we're deep into survival mode too
10:22sometimes we throw
10:25everything out the window and it's just
10:26like I got to make through the week
10:27through the month right but I feel like
10:31one of the key aspects of like
10:33manifesting, creating your future, the
10:35law of attraction, whatever you want to,
10:37you know, whatever term resonates with
10:39you the most is acting as if
10:43um,
10:45you know, it's happening for you or take
10:48making decisions that
10:52set you up for the success of certain
10:54things. Like it's like living your life
10:56as if everything that you need is going
10:58to appear kind of. Um, and I feel like
11:02right now, like you've been really stuck
11:03in this reality of like things aren't
11:05working out. I don't have what I need.
11:07And I feel like a lot of your decisions
11:09have kind of been backing that or more
11:11so just like the energy that you're
11:13embodying. And I feel like you're being
11:15asked to shift. Like this isn't going to
11:17be the full solution, okay? But like
11:18little things make a big difference. And
11:20I feel like you're being asked to shift
11:22how you're showing up like energetically
11:25more so in this place of I am showing up
11:28as if everything is working out for me
11:30in divine time. And I know that you said
11:32like I need to trust and things like
11:33that and it's not always easy when
11:34you're stressed, right? Like obviously
11:36and it doesn't mean you're not going to
11:37stress, but I feel like the embodiment
11:40aspect of
11:42things are working out and there are
11:44solutions available to me is really
11:47important for you right now. but
11:48specifically solutions that look a
11:50little bit different than the solutions
11:52you've been seeking. And that might not
11:54immediately come to your mind in a clear
11:57way. But I feel like the more that you
11:59open up to that and you ask for guidance
12:01around that, the more you are going to
12:02become clear on it, if that makes sense.
12:05Because I feel like you have an
12:08opportunity right now to create
12:11what you want.
12:14But I feel like
12:16I don't know. I don't know if it's about
12:18facing fear or I don't know. I don't
12:22know. We'll see what comes through. All
12:24right. Let's look at this past energy
12:25here for you. Anita, you have look at
12:26the bigger picture. Balance,
12:28spirituality, and practicality.
12:46I mean, yeah, [snorts]
12:49you're overwhelmed, not sureing, not
12:51sure which direction to go, not sure
12:54what the right choice is for you right
12:56now.
12:59Feeling trapped. Eight of Swords,
13:01feeling trapped in lack. Nonetheless,
13:05um
13:07I can definitely tell this has been a
13:09challenging journey. I feel like it's
13:10been one filled with a lot of anxiety
13:13around like what things are going to
13:14look like. So, everything that I say
13:18in this reading, I want you to know that
13:21I don't I'm not
13:23I don't want it to come off as if I am
13:25like downplaying your experience or
13:28saying that you're not handling this
13:30well because that's not the case. It's
13:32like you are obviously going through a
13:34lot right now and you're, you know,
13:36looking for what the right path is for
13:38you. So, it's like just because there's
13:40guidance and advice around certain
13:41things doesn't mean like you're
13:43inherently doing something wrong. I
13:44don't know. Just felt like I needed to
13:45preface that because I could definitely
13:47tell tell this energy is really
13:49challenging.
13:51Um,
13:54interesting. The Ace of Pentacles. I
13:57can't tell. Oh, and the T of Wands.
14:03Trying to figure out what that
14:06whether that's in reverse or not. It
14:08feels like it is.
14:11Ace of pentacles in reverse
14:18due to the 10 of wands.
14:21Okay, hang on. I want to clarify this
14:23before I deliver this message. What is
14:24this 10 of wands saying?
14:34This is exactly
14:37something is blocking you from the
14:40opportunities that are going to lead you
14:41to more abundance. And what it is is you
14:45being really locked in on an idea of
14:47what you think things need to look like.
14:50This is literally confirming that
14:51because the King of Pentacles in reverse
14:52can be like having like a set set
14:56circumstances like kind of set in stone
14:58where it's like you might actually be
15:00blocking yourself from the opportunities
15:02that will actually lead you to the
15:04abundance that you deserve because I
15:06feel like there's a little bit of divine
15:08protection here too like being protected
15:11from certain opportunities that wouldn't
15:13align with you that would actually
15:16like
15:18decrease your quality quality of life or
15:21put you into a position where you're,
15:23you know, self-abandoning in order to
15:26receive money or whatever the, you know,
15:28specifics might be. So, I feel like it's
15:31like,
15:37it's like you really want to go down
15:39this path. This is just an analogy, but
15:41it's like you really want to go down
15:42this path, but something is blocking you
15:44from going down this path. And you think
15:46this path, this is the only way for me
15:47to receive money. It has to be this
15:48path. It has to look this way. It has to
15:50be this way. But something's protecting
15:52you from this path because this path
15:54doesn't turn out well. This path doesn't
15:56it doesn't it's not good. There's a
15:59whole bunch of other paths that are
16:01available to you. But it's almost like
16:02you're closed off from those. Not
16:05intentionally, but closed off from those
16:07because you've been so hyperfocused on
16:10what you think things need to look like.
16:12And so much of like your energy has been
16:14going toward that that it's, you know,
16:16we only have so much energy we can give
16:17and receive. So it's blocked you from
16:19being able to give energy toward other
16:22like opportunities or paths that would
16:24actually take you to
16:27more of what you desire
16:33because I feel like there's I mean going
16:36back to what I said, it's off your map,
16:37right? So maybe you've been looking at
16:39this map that you've had for so so long.
16:42You're like, "Well, this is the path.
16:43Like, I see it right here. This is the
16:44path that has to take me here." But
16:45spirit's like, "No, no, no. There's
16:46actually a path that's it's secret. It's
16:48hidden. It's off your map, but you can
16:50still find it." So, let's shift gears
16:53here. Let's look at this current energy
16:57where I need to hold your vision. Who?
17:00Oops.
17:02Okay.
17:05Actually, I want to put those on the
17:06bottom.
17:08All right. Hold your vision. A time to
17:09give rather than take. Current energy
17:11for Anita.
17:33Ace of Wands.
17:37This is [snorts]
17:39passion. This is excitement. This is,
17:44you know, feelings of feeling
17:46purposeful, feelings of being alive.
17:48King of Swords in reverse
17:52is talking yourself out of this.
17:56It's unrealistic. It wouldn't work.
17:59But then you have the two of wands. But
18:01this is actually what's most aligned
18:03with you.
18:08But it doesn't make logical sense.
18:22Do you know what this is?
18:29Current energy for Anita.
18:36So
18:41right now is a period of
18:45stepping more so into confidence around
18:48what around the value that you bring in
18:51some specific
18:53way in some specific capacity.
18:57Especially if there's a lot of
18:58self-doubt around some sort of like
19:01capability or
19:07because
19:11it's so interesting because it feels
19:13like
19:15this path is important. So like
19:17important for you to follow
19:20which is why you've been blocked from
19:24going down other paths.
19:27Um
19:38this is about building something I feel
19:40like or like
19:43pursuing something that
19:45but there's so much expectation around
19:47disappointment. Five of cups with the
19:50nine of pentacles. It's like it's what I
19:52want
19:53but I I expect disappointment. Maybe you
19:56experience disappointment
19:59from it.
20:03So you don't think you can have it.
20:14I thought one turned around
20:23again. Page of swords. excitement,
20:26authentic, authenticity, something that
20:28truly aligns with you. This is your
20:31path. And I'm getting this Ace of
20:33Swords, which to me is saying you're
20:35clear on this.
20:39Like you know what this is
20:45and you're being very led to it.
20:59Is there anything else here? Whoa. But
21:02you're holding yourself back from it
21:04because of the unknown.
21:07Even though your intuition is guiding
21:10you toward it. I don't know what it is,
21:19but I feel like you do.
21:27H
21:29going to dive more into that for sure.
21:32All right. What do you need to know
21:33moving forward here?
21:58Three of cups. This is where you belong.
22:02finding spaces that align with where you
22:04belong.
22:06Seven of Wands. But it requires you.
22:10It sounds so silly. It requires you to
22:12believe in yourself even through delays,
22:15even through
22:18things not
22:21unfolding immediately like you expect.
22:23Like I feel like
22:27I feel like it's something
22:34Maybe it requires you to put yourself
22:36out there in a way you never really have
22:37before
22:39cuz there's a lot of fear here. Maybe
22:42fear around being seen, fear around
22:44being judged,
22:48but you're
22:50it's like your soul is calling you
22:52toward a certain path and maybe you've
22:55tried to ignore that call.
22:57I don't think you can ignore it. you
22:59don't want to either because it opens
23:02you up for way more
23:05abundance
23:08and fulfillment. It's like
23:14it's like this is of your highest good.
23:24There's a lot of clarity in this future
23:26energy,
23:28but I feel like that clarity comes
23:30because like cuz the Ace of Swords is a
23:32lot of energy around breakthrough.
23:35It's instead like you finally stop
23:37trying to force a path that isn't
23:38working and start trying to to pursue
23:41one that carries way more capacity for
23:45you.
23:47That's what this future energy is all
23:48about. getting clear on your direction,
23:53but fully closing the door on
23:57a past direction,
23:59cuz that's a closed door.
24:02Which is why I feel like you continue to
24:04find yourself not
24:08well
24:10being able to walk through it cuz it's
24:12closed. It's locked.
24:15But there's a door that you're being
24:17asked to open. And I feel like I'm using
24:18a lot of analogies, but that's like what
24:20I'm I'm like imag like seeing these
24:23things.
24:27But it requires you to stand tall in
24:30what you believe despite what other
24:33people think
24:36like
24:38seven of wands or the three of cups
24:42because this is where you start to
24:43really embody what you deserve.
24:51I don't know.
24:56I wish I could just straight up be like,
24:58"Oh, it's this." Give you the answer.
25:01But I feel like you already have it.
25:05Okay, I'm going to dive into this some
25:06more
25:15cuz the seven of wands to me is proving
25:17or is uh believing in your worth before
25:19you have proof of it.
25:22That's why it's like believing in
25:23yourself because it's like believing in
25:26your capability, believing in your
25:27value, believing in
25:31what you bring to the table before you
25:33have proof
25:36that you do. That's what actually
25:37creates a world that aligns with the
25:40proof that you do.
25:42Let's dive in some more for Anita.
26:04Page of Wands,
26:10Seven of Cups with the Page of
26:12Pentacles. Cuz this is like you actually
26:15hold
26:16the key to creating the abundance that
26:19you deserve in your hands. Like
26:20literally, it's like you hold it, but it
26:23could be like it's something you
26:25contemplate a lot about. It's an idea,
26:27but it hasn't fully manifested into an
26:29opportunity because you have to manifest
26:31it into an opp into that opportunity.
26:33Um, there's the seven of cups again,
26:35which we had as the first card of the
26:36reading. Um, and then you have the page
26:39of wands.
26:41I feel like this is a lot of inner child
26:43energy.
26:45This can mean a couple of different
26:46things. I feel like sometimes we start
26:48to prioritize
26:50obligation
26:53and we start to under prioritize
26:54fulfillment which actually puts us in a
26:57position where we're not actually able
26:59to fulfill obligation.
27:01Um
27:03you know when we're
27:05kids when we're little we're taught like
27:08you can be anything, you can do
27:09anything. Like the world is your oyster,
27:11right? And then as we grow up, as we get
27:14older, it's like, well, you can be
27:16anything and do anything as long as it
27:17fits in this box. As long as it's a 9
27:19to5, as long as it whatever, you know,
27:21it's just an example, but like as long
27:23as it looks like this, like then, you
27:25know, you can be anything. Sure. But as
27:26long as it, you know, is within these
27:28guidelines. And I truly believe that a
27:32spiritual journey, a manifestation
27:34journey, like creating the life you
27:35deserve and desire is about breaking
27:37yourself out of certain expectations or
27:40like what you'd been taught that like
27:42you have to do in order to make money or
27:44like what you have to be like in order
27:48to be successful or whatever the case
27:49might be. And I feel like this is where
27:51we actually really return to the dreams
27:55of our inner child and like the the
27:58things that we were really drawn to when
28:00we were little or like the things that
28:02made us feel excited or alive or like
28:05things that now in our adult age make us
28:07feel like a little kid because it brings
28:09you know so much um joy and fulfillment
28:12into our life. Like I think as you know
28:14we go through life and we're taught that
28:16it has to be one or the other. It's like
28:17you make money but you're not super
28:18happy when you do it. But you got to do
28:20it because you got to make money cuz you
28:21got bills to pay, right? Um but then
28:24when you, you know, get on a spiritual
28:26journey, you learn that like money is a
28:28frequency. You know, it's an it's an
28:30energy and your job is just to align
28:33with it. And one of the best ways to
28:34align with abundance is through joy.
28:36It's through, you know, purpose. It's
28:38through feeling excited and passionate
28:41about what you're bringing to the world.
28:43And when we reconnect with that part of
28:45us, we actually open the door for more
28:49money than when we are focused on just
28:52the money. Because when we're focused on
28:54I have to do this for the money, we
28:56actually block the very um the very flow
29:01of the money we're trying to receive.
29:03Um, so just an example, like before I
29:08decided I wanted to be a spiritual
29:10coach, before I decided I wanted to be a
29:11tarator, I've talked about this on my
29:12channel before, so maybe you've heard me
29:13talk about this, but before I decided
29:15that this was the path that I wanted, I
29:17was a financial adviser. I actually went
29:19to college for finance. I did, you know,
29:22an internship. I took all the tests. I
29:24was a financial adviser for several
29:25years. And I was pretty successful at
29:28it. I was very good at my job. I was
29:29very I was I am still to this day just a
29:32very hard worker. very dedicated, but I
29:35was working, you know, 12 to 13 hour
29:38days, 6 to 7 days a week. Like I was
29:41working constantly. It was like a um it
29:45was like my whole life. Like I didn't
29:46have time to do anything else cuz all I
29:48was doing was working. And I was making
29:50decent money um but not for how much I
29:53was working until, you know, I kind of
29:56hit this rock bottom. And this is going
29:57to this is going to carry over into your
29:59reading. So, this is just me trying to
30:01put words to energy, but I um and I quit
30:05my job as a financial adviser. Um cuz I
30:09went through a kind of a spiritual
30:10awakening, a realization that I was
30:11deeply unhappy and this isn't the way
30:13that I wanted to live my life, blah blah
30:14blah blah. Quit my job out of the blue
30:17without a backup plan, which I don't
30:19necessarily recommend. But I did do it
30:21and kind of embarked on a pretty um
30:24pretty spiritual journey from that point
30:26forward where I was led to tarot. And
30:28tarot helped me through a lot of my own
30:32stuff, a lot of my own growth, a lot of
30:33my own healing. Helped me view myself in
30:35an honest light. Helped me, you know,
30:38build a real relationship with myself.
30:40And I became very passionate about it,
30:43very passionate about using it to help
30:44other people. Very passionate about
30:46using it to guide other people on their
30:48paths the way that I was guided on my
30:49path through it. And there was something
30:51about that feeling that I didn't have as
30:53a financial adviser. I didn't feel this
30:56just like true like this is what I'm
30:58meant to be doing and I genuinely
30:59genuinely love it. Um the way that I do
31:01with tarot and coaching when I started
31:04to pursue it, it's actually it was kind
31:06of interesting how easy the money
31:09actually came to me. not right away, but
31:12once I worked through some limiting
31:14beliefs that I had around money and, you
31:16know, really dove into that shadow work,
31:18um it was like this this the this veil
31:19was lifted and I actually started to
31:21make more money doing tarot than I did
31:24as a financial adviser. This isn't about
31:26me saying about make, you know, this
31:28isn't me bragging about how much money I
31:30make, but to tell you that when I
31:33stopped sacrificing my joy and my
31:35purpose to receive a paycheck
31:37and I started figuring out what made me
31:40feel purposeful, passionate, excited
31:44about like waking up every single day
31:46and getting to do that thing. When I
31:48discovered what that was for me, the
31:51rest just kind of figured itself out.
31:54And I will say like I was very
31:56intentional about being connected to um
31:58my spiritual guidance at this time. So
32:00like there were certain steps I had to
32:01take in terms of like my education
32:04around it in terms of my own healing and
32:06growth in order to be in a place to help
32:08other people on their journey in terms
32:10of you know little steps like starting a
32:12YouTube channel and you know making uh
32:14different social media accounts and
32:16things like that. Like all of those were
32:18little steps I was guided to over time.
32:19And we all have access to that guidance
32:22that leads us to the path that we
32:23deserve and desire. But sometimes we
32:25block oursel off from that guidance
32:26because we're so certain that it has to
32:28be like this or it has to work out this
32:30way. Or we close oursel off to the path
32:31altogether cuz we're like that's silly.
32:33Like there's no way I could make the
32:34money that I want to make doing this
32:36thing. When in reality it actually is
32:39the way that you make the money that you
32:40need the most is through the very thing
32:42that makes you feel alive. because we're
32:44all here, you know, for a certain
32:46purpose. And um not necessarily that
32:49your job is your purpose, but your
32:51purpose is to bring something to the
32:52world. When you get clear on what that
32:53is, money just becomes something that's
32:55so secondhand because it's not so much
32:57about you're not doing the thing for
33:00money. You're doing it because it it's
33:01who you are, because it aligns with you.
33:02And I think that this is a time for you
33:04to really discover what that looks like
33:05for you. Um, and you don't need to be
33:08exactly clear on how you're going to
33:10make money from it. But I do feel like
33:12you're needing to put some energy and
33:14effort toward discovering what it is
33:16that makes you feel that way, what it is
33:17that makes you feel like a little kid
33:19and makes you feel so passionate and
33:20excited and purposeful because that is
33:22going to be the path that's going to
33:23lead you to the most abundance.
33:26What does Anita need to do right now in
33:28order to move forward in alignment with
33:30her higher self? Now, there's nothing
33:31wrong with getting a job that you're not
33:32passionate about just to pay bills. Um,
33:35but I will say sometimes spirit won't
33:38let us walk down certain paths because
33:39we're meant to walk other ones. And when
33:41we trust that every rejection is
33:43redirection towards something better and
33:44we really open oursel up to what that
33:46might look like, especially like if we
33:48experience se, you know, several
33:51rejections in a row, redirections in a
33:53row, that might be a sign of like, okay,
33:55well, this isn't the right thing for me,
33:56so what might that be? And when we're
33:58willing to kind of adapt and to
34:00redirect, that's where we start to find
34:02the most solutions.
34:04So, what is Anita needing to do in order
34:05to move forward in alignment with her
34:07higher self?
34:16The biggest things
34:19holding you back are your stress about
34:21the future and your expectation of
34:23disappointment.
34:25Um,
34:28okay.
34:33which is closing you off to
34:36the support of the universe.
34:42Okay?
34:44You know, when you
34:46experience a lot of disappointment in a
34:48row, you start to believe that that
34:51means that
34:53you're not supported and guided or you
34:55get really frustrated. Or I don't know
34:57if you do this, but I do this. Like I
34:59get really frustrated at the universe
35:00cuz I'm like why the hell can I catch a
35:03break? Like why why won't I just get a
35:04job? Like it would be so easy if I could
35:06just But then some of the best things
35:09end up being unanswered prayers because
35:12you realize that things didn't work out
35:14that way so they could work out better.
35:17But the difference or the I guess the
35:19the bridge between things not working
35:22out and them working out better than you
35:23expect is the trust that comes with
35:29being open to the guidance around the
35:31redirection. And I think this is where a
35:33lot of people get really stuck is they
35:36ask for guidance and they say, you know,
35:38universe, spirit guides, higher self,
35:40whatever resonates with you,
35:43give me, you know, guidance on how to
35:48make this happen, how how to how to walk
35:50this path. The universe is not going to
35:52give you guidance on how to walk a path
35:54that isn't yours to walk, right? You
35:57will however receive guidance on how to
35:59walk the path that's going to lead you
36:02to what is best for you. But if you're
36:04only looking for guidance to make things
36:06look like this or make them work this
36:08way, you might be missing the guidance
36:11that's trying to take you to better. So
36:14I feel like right now
36:16um now all of this to say you're
36:20anxious, you're emotional, you're
36:22overwhelmed, right? So like sometimes
36:24that guidance can be even harder to hear
36:27because we do feel like we need it to
36:30look a certain way for like our own
36:31survival and that is very human. But the
36:35biggest message that's coming through is
36:38you are so divinely guided and
36:41protected. You have a spiritual team
36:42that is here to assist you toward a path
36:45that is going to take you to the
36:47abundance you need.
36:49That guidance has to be
36:53listened to and followed by you. And it
36:55might come in small ways like small
36:58steps. A lot of times we think that the
37:00guidance is some big solution, but it's
37:03not. Like for me, I didn't even realize
37:05it when I quit my job as financial
37:07adviser. Part of my guidance was
37:09purchasing a tarot deck. At the time, I
37:12didn't think that that was the path to
37:13make me money. I was just buying one cuz
37:15I was interested in it. And then I
37:17started to explore it. And then from
37:19there I was like, "Oh, maybe I should do
37:20a reading for a friend." From there I
37:22realized, "Oh, this really resonates
37:24with her. She really liked it. Okay,
37:25maybe I should, you know, start to
37:27charge a small amount of money for
37:29them." And it's just it's it's a
37:30step-by-step process. And it does happen
37:32over time, but sometimes we we need we
37:36feel like we need solutions now. It's
37:38like, I want all the answers, and I want
37:39them right now, and I want them in a
37:40nice shiny box wrapped in a bow so that
37:42I can feel safer, right? again, so
37:46incredibly human. But when we're so
37:48focused on it needs to look like this or
37:50it needs to be like this right now, we
37:53actually might block oursel off to what
37:58things could potentially look like. So I
38:00feel like right now asking for guidance
38:02on the best next step for you to take
38:05towards your highest good and
38:08fulfillment is more the question than
38:10how do I get this job in this field or
38:13whatever because right now you might be
38:15really blinded by like what you think
38:17things need to look like. And I feel
38:18like this is spirit trying to lead you
38:20to a path that is way more aligned with
38:22you and will take you to more abundance.
38:25Um
38:28because you are very supported and
38:29guided even in the rejection. Even in
38:32the rejections,
38:34the rejections are just as much divine
38:37support and guidance as the direction
38:40toward what is meant for you. What does
38:42Anita need to know moving forward?
39:05Now, that story I just told
39:08or I've told throughout this reading of
39:10like me quitting my job as a financial
39:12adviser and, you know, eventually being
39:14led to tarot
39:15It took time and there was a lot of
39:18stress and anxiety in there. There was a
39:19lot of mental breakdowns. There was a
39:21lot of panic around like where my next
39:23dollar was going to come from. Like it
39:24wasn't like it was just some easy
39:26process. It just fell into my lap. It
39:28was something that was messy, but it was
39:31something that was so like I felt so
39:34divinely led to that it was like nothing
39:37could really shake that feeling. Like I
39:38said, like when you find the thing that
39:39gives you the feeling of like if I could
39:42wake up and do this every single day, I
39:44will be happy. That right there is where
39:47you are going to find the most form of
39:50fulfillment. And the more more you live
39:53in fulfillment, gratitude, and joy for
39:54what you're doing, the more it's going
39:56to be easy to receive money. The money
39:58is going to be the the easy part. Um,
40:02so I feel like another thing with that
40:04words of abundance card you had is like
40:07shifting how you're speaking about your
40:09reality. Um, you know, this didn't work,
40:11but that means something better's on the
40:13way. That means there's a whole path
40:14that's available for me to, you know,
40:16create more abundance than I even think
40:18is possible right now. I'm fully
40:19supported and guided in this. You know,
40:21let me know what that next step is. And
40:23then when you get little inklings,
40:25little you know sources of inspiration
40:28like that's that is that's part of the
40:30guidance. That's the your guide saying
40:32hey this is the way.
40:35What is Anita needing to know moving
40:37forward
40:40moving on from the past. Chariot with
40:43the six of cups. This is moving forward
40:45from the past. The solutions you want
40:48don't exist in the past. And I know that
40:50you said you were applying for jobs that
40:51you did like over 15 years ago. The
40:53solutions you want don't exist there.
40:54There's a different path here and and
40:57it's going to we've talked a lot about
40:58lead you to look at that nine of
41:00pentacles. This is literally financial
41:01independence.
41:04Wish fulfillment. Financial
41:06independence.
41:10There it is. The eight of swords in
41:11reverse, the hermit. But the tower in
41:13reverse. There's something that's being
41:14avoided.
41:18I don't know why you're avoiding it.
41:21Actually, let me ask, why is this path
41:23being avoided? And you might not be
41:25doing it consciously. You might be
41:26avoiding it and writing it off before
41:28giving it a chance or you don't see it
41:31as something that could potentially
41:33provide you with the money that you
41:35need, but it it would. Why is this being
41:37avoided?
41:43Oh, that's so much
41:46Again,
41:49it's like there's the three of cups. So,
41:51it could be judgment,
41:55but I feel like the biggest reason it's
41:57being avoided is you've looked at this
41:58as something that doesn't hold potential
42:02or possibility.
42:04It's like that would be too good to be
42:05true.
42:06I always tell people, it's kind of a
42:08joke, but it's like if I can make
42:11good money being an online tarot reader,
42:14I truly believe that anybody in this
42:16world can do anything. Um,
42:19and I mean that truly like I think that
42:22being able to build a business on doing
42:24something that I love has made me so
42:26passionate about helping other people,
42:27you know, find their path that allows
42:29them to feel passionate and excited but
42:31also, you know, financially fulfilled.
42:34And I think that you know I truly
42:36believe that there is a path out there
42:37for everyone to provide them with that.
42:39Um I wish I had the answer for everyone
42:41should be like you do this and you are
42:43supposed to do that and then like you
42:44know it would be all busy. But obviously
42:45I can't [snorts] do that. I don't have
42:46all the answers. I only have insight
42:48into energy. But I definitely feel like
42:50this is spirit saying there is a path
42:52for you. You're being guided to this
42:53path. Open up to that guidance. Stop
42:55trying to force you know try stop trying
42:57to open closed doors. Look for the doors
42:59that are unlocked as you move forward
43:00because there you're going to find what
43:02is right for you. that's going to lead
43:04you to the nine of pentacles, the
43:06financial abundance and freedom that you
43:07need. Okay,
43:10let's see what we've got here.
43:13This is for Anita. What does Anita need
43:15to know in order to move forward in
43:16alignment with her higher self? Advice
43:19card for Anita from Anita Spiritual
43:21Team.
43:49interesting. Am I consistently showing
43:53up?
44:00Some trade their dreams for comfort, yet
44:01comfort is the enemy of progress.
44:03Success requires showing up every single
44:05day, even when you don't feel like it,
44:06and even when it feels uncomfortable. It
44:08takes guts and an endless vision to stay
44:10consistent to your dream. Says, "Journal
44:12where you can be more consistent in your
44:14life in alignment with your soulful
44:15goals and then show up." I have a friend
44:18um and she's she's my best friend and
44:20she's given me permission to speak on
44:21this. She was trying to build a business
44:23for a really long time um in kind of the
44:26coaching space but doing something a
44:27little bit different than I do. And she
44:29was getting really frustrated cuz she
44:31felt like she just was not seeing
44:32progress. And one of the most beautiful
44:34things about our our friendship is that
44:36we are very honest with each other. And
44:38I noticed that she had this pattern of
44:41diving into her work and working really
44:44intensely on it for really intensely and
44:47really intentionally on it for like a
44:49month. And then when she didn't see the
44:51results that she wanted, she would back
44:53off and she would stop investing in it.
44:55And then two weeks would go by, a month
44:57would go by, sometimes even multiple
44:58months, and then she'd go back to
45:00investing a lot, like really intensely,
45:02really intent, you know. And then same
45:05thing, same pattern. So I told her, I
45:06said, "Do you genuinely feel like you
45:09are consistently investing in your
45:11business or do you feel like you invest
45:14when you're motivated, but then when the
45:15results don't come, you stop showing
45:17up?" Obviously, she said the latter. And
45:20I told her, like, I was just kind of
45:22talking to her cuz there's plenty of
45:23time she's called me out on stuff, too.
45:24But I was talking to her kind of about
45:26how at the beginning of my my business
45:28and and when I really started taking
45:29tarot seriously, there was not a day
45:31that I didn't show up. There wasn't a
45:33day I didn't post a reading. There
45:34wasn't a day where I didn't figure out
45:36something about how to move my business
45:38forward. It was something that I was
45:39investing in every single day, even when
45:41and especially when it felt like I was
45:43failing. And I truly believe the only
45:45reason I was able to find success is
45:46because I was fully committed to it
45:49consistently. It's kind of like the same
45:50thing as going to the gym. If you want
45:54to see goals in your fitness, you have
45:56to consistently show up for like several
46:00months. You can't go for a month, not go
46:02for a month, go for a month, like you're
46:05not going to see progress. You might
46:06stay exactly where you're at. It doesn't
46:07that's not doesn't mean that like, you
46:09know, that's wrong for you, but if you
46:11want to see the progress that you want,
46:12if you want to actually see results, you
46:14have to consistently show up, right?
46:16Especially and even on the days you
46:18don't want to. And you know, we had this
46:20conversation and she was like, "Okay,
46:22you know, I'm going to get very
46:22consistent about it." And then she found
46:24a ton of success in it. Um, and it
46:26obviously took time, but it was
46:28something where, and she'll she'll tell
46:29you this too, when she got very
46:32committed to the process and not the
46:35results, that's when things started to
46:36shift. And sometimes we get so burnt out
46:40with feeling like we're giving, giving,
46:42giving, but not receiving. But that's
46:44what the building is. That's where we
46:45create a foundation. That's where we
46:47show oursel and we show the universe, I
46:48am committed to this process. I'm
46:50committed to creating this thing or
46:52getting, you know, to where I'm supposed
46:54to be. that I'm going to keep I'm going
46:56to show up every single day. And so I've
46:58always said cuz I've I've done
46:59manifestation work workshops and
47:01coaching workshops and everything um you
47:03know around like creating something,
47:05finding your path, whatever it might be.
47:07And I have said at least five out of
47:10seven days a week making sure every
47:13single day you are doing at least one
47:17preferably preferably three things to
47:21create the results that you want. at
47:24least one, preferably three. It doesn't
47:26mean only three, but at least showing up
47:29every single day putting energy into
47:32something that you can control to create
47:34the results that you desire. And there's
47:37days you're not going to do want to deal
47:38with it. There's days you're just going
47:39to want to say screw it. Those days are
47:41going to be the most important because
47:42that if we're just talking about energy,
47:44right, cuz I said it's not necessarily
47:46it's it's a lot of the embodiment,
47:48right? If we if we show up every sing
47:51sing sing sing sing sing sing sing sing
47:51sing sing sing sing sing sing sing sing
47:51sing sing sing single day in the energy
47:52of I am creating this I am open to this
47:54I am exploring solutions even if it's
47:56like doing research or you know
47:58exploring um you know different avenues
48:01or whatever the case might be that is
48:02still you putting energy into like I am
48:04open to this and I am not saying that
48:06you haven't been trying okay that's
48:07where I feel like what I said at the
48:09beginning was really important about
48:10like how I'm not saying you're not doing
48:11enough I just feel like when we're
48:13really disappointed sometimes it's easy
48:15to kind of check out and just wait for
48:16things to happen that's when you're
48:18needing to get actively involved. But
48:19again, maybe not so much going down the
48:22old way, the old path, but more so
48:24allowing yourself um to explore avenues
48:28moving forward. Even if it's just
48:29sitting there, you know, journaling
48:31ideas, even if it's sitting in a
48:33meditation and asking for guidance, even
48:35if it's like little things like that
48:37where you put energy into building,
48:39moving forward is going to it's going to
48:41get ideas floating. It's going to get
48:43energy moving. It's going to allow you
48:45to explore things that you wouldn't
48:48typically explore when you're so focused
48:50on how you think things need to work.
48:51So, and I say this from experience, but
48:54obviously I hope that this helped. I
48:56know that I didn't just I wasn't able to
48:58just deliver you the answer. I think
48:59that to be honest with you, you're going
49:01to be able to create quicker solutions
49:03for yourself when you shift gears. I
49:06think that there's a reason why you're
49:08hitting certain deadends and it's
49:10because you're being guided toward, you
49:12know, in a different way. If you're
49:14willing to kind of open up your your
49:17heart, your mind, um, you know, asking
49:19for that guidance is important, but just
49:21opening up to maybe different avenue a
49:23avenues, different paths, things that
49:24look a little bit different. That's
49:26what's really going to lead you to to
49:28where you want to be. But all right,
49:30Anita, thank you so much as always for
49:32your support of me as a reader. I do
49:34obviously hope that this helped and
49:35resonated with you in a way that you
49:36were needing. And I'm wishing you
49:37nothing but love and healing and all of
49:39the wonderful things you deserve and
49:40desire on your journey moving forward.
49:42Right. Bye, Anita.